There's more to me that you don't see .

2010-05-06T19:50:00.004+08:00

Moving on..

I want a new life, one that won't remind me of him. I know i've been changing my blog link frequently but this is for sure the last time. To be very honest with you, i've been through multiple relationship and the only one that affected me so much was him, lwk. So much that it has brought me to a state that i never thought i would reach. pretending to me someone im not, pretending im happy when im obviously not.

time to let go. these four words say it all. im ready. with God, W450 & My Clique, i know this road will be easier already. Knowing that they'll be there to catch me when i fall, knowing that they'll love me through anything and of course, they'll always be there for me.

So let me have an awesome start with a new chapter in life with these people in my life. I've moved on, this time with people holding my hand, changing me to the right path i'm suppose to walk. Thank you guy, i love you!

i will not stop blogging but i'll just stop being here. From now, i open a new page in life.

http://www.th-beautifulmelodies.blogspot.com/

2010-04-18T00:06:00.001+08:00

Awesome days ahead (!!!)

Super late update i know! haha, had been following through a rather hectic schedule lately. there's something that needs to be done every single time! gosh, i feel so tired and used up. but hey! everyone goes through obstacles every one in awhile, the main thing is, forever remember that Lord will lead you out!

Friday was a rather relaxing day. School was as usual! Oh, i had my MidYear for History, screwed it bad. i totally blank out halfway through the paper. Bonnie too. the paper was one and a half hours, we finish it around one hour fifteen minutes. We both actually loitered around in the HOD room, super daring. we were walking here and there wondering whether we could leave or not. funniest crap was Bonnie realised she held a pen in her hand that wasn't hers, then she realise she actually just anyhow took something from Mrs Tang's table! we tried containing our laughter cause there was another HOD in the office, laughs! Mrs Tang was imba nice, she wrote me a letter to let me out of school cause i was afraid that i would not be able to make it when they leave for training at cc.

ended up, when i finished the paper, they just went out. so it was totally not needed for her to write that letter. well, training was a total fraud, cause we weren't able to get any courts at the stadium so the stupid training ended up to be some survivor crap. totally not into it so went to CC basketball court find huiyao they all. slacked till cc ended then decided to meet pris & slacked at CC with the rest of the clique.

suddenly, hell loads of people were in the basketball court so dalia & harvin suggested to go blk 3. headed down & realise something was going on at blk 2. haha, totally ignored it cause she was there and walked to blk 3 with pris. the rest soon caught up with us then we slacked at blk 3! {:

Lols, camwhored at blk 3. totally spamming pictures with my new baby camera! happy ttm! like got any chance of taking picture i would take. even when the rest came to blk 3 settle some unnecessary troubles, i was snapping pictures there. what a way to emphasize the atmosphere. taolong & harvin were retards doing the french kissing pose, gosh totally seems super real! and harvin & i tried teaching pris how to smile, i know it's imba ridiculous! Laughs!

Came home after that & uploaded the pictures then went to bed. Of course, i bathed! :D

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Today, met up with Gavin, Daohong and a gal (Can't remember her name.) to go for prawning at Bishan, rain was terrible and the thunder+lightning totally scare the hell outta me! overall the day wasn't that bad.

i learnt how to pluck the pincers off the prawns! haha, when i was talking to Jon about it, i called it fangs! mad funny, cause when i'm young the only time i came in contact with such stuff was when i went fishing with my Godma in Taiwan. & during those time, pincers were called kiap kiap & even TONGS. so ya, Jon totally laughed at me D:

we prawn-ed till 7 and headed back to Bishan for dinner! i was having a fetish for Mac, however the place was packed so we headed to Long John instead. i was mad hungry eh, didnt eat anything at all. so it was like first meal of the day! poor poor cheryl.

after the meal we all headed back. haha, daohong was bloated so he seem to have a beer belly which was mad joker. he could do tricks to it that got me and vin laughing like mad! haha, those two jokers made my day. haha.

vin got home late and overshot probation time, totally forgotten to ask him how was it. but as for me, mummy was surprised i came back so soon. haha, she even exaggerated about it, psst! ~ haha, showered and uploaded picture. suppose to webcammy with kenneth but totally slip my mind & he no mood alr, boohoo! that haly turning emo nemo le! haha, okays la, i'm quite done posting for the two days i missed out.

prolly staying at home the entire day to study, promise to mummy. so goodnights! oh, i camwhored a lot la. so ya, scroll down & you'll see!

i told ya! haha, i loveeeee my camera oh-so-much! make camwhore-ing such an easy task. i never regret getting this baby! haha, alrights! really need to sleep alr. going to get heavy heavy eye bags soon cheryl! i don't want to be the next YapLiHao, haha miss that panda.

P.S./ can you talk to me?! i miss you lahs! -.-

2010-04-15T21:54:00.000+08:00

Don't be upset that it ended, be happy that it happened.

Back from icecream session with Kenneth (!!!)

School was terrible today! I woke up with a severe tummy pain that comes & go anytime. Super irritating. I kept breaking out in cold sweat & i can't really focus in whatever i'm doing. Unluckily, first period was Mdm Asmahan! The moment i just put my head on the table, she called my name. But i had to tolerate it la, after all she has no idea i'm in pain.

Tolerated with the on/off pain till 2. Rushed to poly with Bonnie, Deshawn & Priscilla. Took the number and went to wait for my turn. As predicted, it was bloody slow. Shavon came soon after to accompany me. Haha, got my MC for absence from History.

Then Priscilla accompanied me home to get ready to go westmall get some stuff :D Then waited for Kenneth to come & meet me! Then Priscilla went to find Von then Kenneth & i headed off to Timah for icecream! Haha, Took 61 & made Kenneth carry everything for me! Thanks uh :D When he peep-ed into my stuff, i decided to go take a look & i bum-ed him in the head! LOL! We kept on laughing. imba!

Walked to udder to have icecream. Wanted Kenneth to have the alcoholic one but he got cookies & cream instead! Psst! :/ i got mint & i loooooveeeeeeeee it! {: But i took imba long to finish it! Haha, good friend of mine helped me packed my super messed up wallet, thank uh! {: then headed back to timah after icecream. He started complaining that he almost lost his way that day cause i made him went through some super complicated route to the bus stop, mad funny! i laughed all the way until i saw daddy at the lift. Paiseh to the max!

Okays, keep everyone in suspense by stopping there! {: Actually it simply ended like that. Okays, i got my Samsung ST550! Happy like mad! See the picture above! I didn't do anything to edit it! It's the awesome camera's effect! Pretty right! I know la! LIKE DUH!

Alrights, crapping alr. Going to revise a little bit more to prepare for tomorrow make-up paper. & i'm going to have a conference with minmin & the rest! Toodles :D

2010-04-14T21:47:00.000+08:00

I love you, really! (L)

Okays, quick post before i head off to read History note so that even if i screwed my papers, i wont screw it that bad! Laughs.

So well, this two days was hectic. Yesterday was the first choir practice. haha! Found out imba loads of things okays! Well, i really need to update my wardrobe! & i'll be up on stage in two weeks time! It's not long okay! It will be here in a blink of an eye, trust me!

Today was tiring. i reached school super imba early at 7. i don't know why, usually i'll be there like right on the dot. surprisingly, i reached school imba early lately. Sighs, but during school time, i can hardly keep my eyes open! Even during Mdm Prema's exciting lesson, i find it hard for me to keep my eyes open! i'm chui ttm.

Lucky us, core students get to leave early today, so i went to Priscilla's place to get some studying done. Okays la, i didn't do much, was using internet in her place, i couldn't concentrate, really. I wonder what's wrong with me lately. My mind tends to wander somewhere else although i'm in class.

Ohya! Just now when Mrs Tang was letting us out she said that when we smile she couldn't recognise out faces. So i gave her the super emotionless face then she was like," YALA! confirm you liao!" Mad funny. Then the moment she saw bonnie, she knew it was her student, no doubt.

After that, i was suppose to meet Gavin at 4 but i reached at 5. Seriously, i'm very well-known for being late even if it was not on purpose. Runs in the family line, okays that's crap it's only me. My parents are typical kiasu! Off topic alr, went to find Gavin then met Daohong & we studied at YewTee's macdonald till 6 plus 7 then one of Gavin's friend came, slacked awhile & i train-ed back with him {: Sorry Vin, couldn't pei you cause i really had to go home fast! Don't small gas le hor! I'll webcam you later if i haven't sleep! {:

Ohgosh, i feel drained. I think i'm sleeping alr. Anyway, nothing is going into the thick skull of mine. So nightie nights people! {: Sweet dream! xoxo.

2010-04-12T21:06:00.000+08:00

I am so imba happy (!!!)

Yes! i feel like i just flew over the moon. I love singing like mad, and i got into CHC's choir! When Jon asked me i was able to commit to practice every tuesday, i thought he was merely asking so i didn't pay much attention cause he only mentioned he'll sign me up! Until today when Jimmy, choir ic, texted me! So happy that mummy allow me to go for practice every tuesday la! (L)

But, i might be unable to attend service this week (!!!) major emo-ness! *cries*

Well, sorry for the lack of posting lately, been rather busy & totally not in any sort of mood to actually do anything. Today is the very first day i disappoint Mdm Prema by not handing in her homework! Guilty ttm!

Well, heard that the Social Studies MYE wasn't very good, and im panicking like mad. Totally haven't prepared for History paper. Have this imba bad feeling im going to fail it, not border line fail but failing it really bad. Sad thing is, Mrs Tang doesnt wanna give us any sort of clues! We're all cluesless & we have to study everything. Ugh, going to get screwed already.

Okay, Ms Chen is on MC for a week so Mr Kumar teaching our class. On the good side it that, i understand what he's saying. However, i totally cannot stand his essence. Firstly, he talks too fast and he has that strong Indian's essence which leaves me clueless what he's saying most of the time. Laughs!

Miss Chen, if you happen to see this, get well soon! :D

Well, backtracking time (!!!)

Saturday service was awesome (!!!) Sang like mad, and we had our BBQ. Though there was some problems going between friends, the day ended pretty fine. I heard stuff that shocked me, but i guess everyone has their negative sides. So forget about it, Cheryl.

Leslie and Siqi was there, and we slacked around till nine plus then we headed off to Lotone. Saw zen, yonghwee, barry & weekiat there. Asked two to take pictures only one willing to! emo ttm. Weijie came with Sengyew & Jerald afterwards. Haha, we arcade-ed awhile with Pris & Ngooi. Then they headed off and i accompanied .. to the interchange. After he got up the bus, headed to find weijie again and saw minru with his friend. Haha, was somehow pestered by them so i told weijie to send me off to the bus stop first.

Came home super imba lethargic. Felt like i just run from the east to the west. Instantly fall asleep when i got into bed.

Sunday was suppose to be boring. But i decided to go to Beauty World Macdonald to study with Kenneth. Haha, he changed his hair, however i didn't bring my camera, so no pictures! First time see Kenneth's hair so dark (!!!)

So i gave up studying after many many failed attempts. So we decided to go Century to pool! Haha, i'm so happy i win Kenneth in the first round. Like after so long, finally won somebody! Laughs! But subsequent rounds he won me la, so emo nemo! Pooling was mad fun, especially when he missed cue. Then i laugh imba loudly, he saw me laughing then he laughed too. Oh! forget to mention, i saw Lawrence & Andy there. Lawrence headed off to states, YIPPEE!

After that, we headed to TohYi! I needed to go home be good girl prepare for school tomorrow! :D But we went pass udder ice-cream store. So i ask Kenneth to accompany go eat ice-cream! :D Haha, i had strawberry flavour & he had some alcoholic flavour ones. Haha, he got high after eating the ice-cream la! Mad funny. So he walked me to my house then he went off. Haha, actually planned to wake up at 4 to do some work end up, i woke up automatically at 3 and slept at 4. so i woke up feeling rather grumpy, monday blues overwhelmed!

alrights, that's all i guess. Daddy is getting my Samsung ST550, so once i recieve it, pictures will overflow my posts! :D That's all for now! Toddles!

2010-04-11T21:42:00.000+08:00

2010-04-07T20:15:00.000+08:00

I feel a need to post this before I start doing anything else .. It's a thought that have been lingering in my head for quite some time .

Many times in life , I doubt His existence . Many times I thought that He'll never appear . Many times I wanted to give up waiting for Him .

Until I heard what a miracle you performed . You brought someone back to life to tell us that you're coming very soon and that this wait was no waste of time .

Upon watching the video in W450's blog , I come to realise that though many times we faced failures and how we always wanted to give up , unable to handle the pain we felt , what never really crossed our mind was what He did for us . He had to undergo inhumanity for us , he had to suffer the pain the no mankind should , just for us ..

There's no love in this entire universe that can compare to His . He is the reason why we all are here , He is the reason we live , forgiven of all our sins . He never stop loving us nor forsake us when we are bad , He never leaves telling us that He's tired of everything . His love for us is unending .

He made me realise quite a lot I didn't know .. And that , no matter how long this wait will be , it is worth it . Because whatever that is in store for us was done by then love of the Lord .

I made a promise to follow Him even if everyone else doesn't . This is not a meaningless wait & I know it {: He's my motivation !!

2010-04-06T21:17:00.000+08:00

Yes will edit post or start a new post when im in the mood :D oh wells , im off to study a little . Tired ttm ..

2010-03-28T19:17:00.000+08:00

Pictures first {: Will post laterz ! Homework-ing ! {: kbailuvxz !

So ! Saturday was church service !! :D Yes ! Awesome service , always remember God's number is not 999 nor 991 , it is 333 :D Jeremiah 33:3 ! Yes , i have told myself that many many times though i wanted to give up but through this service i realised i should never give up on the Lord :D because no one said that this wait was going to be easy . But it's worth it :D

Okays , went for make-up cell group meeting with Jon :D Yes , motivational to the max . I feel super energetic and happy everytime service ends , seriously ! :D After CGM , went over to find baby with my girls . Oh yes , we slacked at his place & a lot of people joined us :D Went home at 10 . Super tired , took a shower & text baby for awhile then he went to bed .

Went to bed around 2 plus while texting Lawrence then i woke up at 4 plus cause i dreamt that i fell off the bed ! Super imba funny . So retarded .. Woke up imba early today around 8 plus . Had beehoon for breakfast then went to DFS to pick daddy from work with mummy .

After that we headed to 313 to shop D: To my disappointment , the skirt i was looking for was not available there , screwed la !! D: so accompanied my parents to look at some furnitures . Ohmy , i'm going gaga for Canon G11 & the red converse shoes D:

RED RED RED ! My favourite !!! D: Okays la , i'm getting really tired after completing homework . So i'm going to pamper myself with masky then off to bed for me :D Love ya peepos , kbailuvxz :D

& Thanks my girls , i really love love love you for doing so much for me :D Meeting them & clique for movie tomorrow ! HAPPY HAPPY ! Going to catch when in rome ! Be jealous , be really really jealous ! I love school , i love my friends , i love my girls & i love my boyf !

P.S./ he's not my stead ! he's my boyfriend ! ugh !

2010-03-25T21:46:00.000+08:00

Coming back to the first love (!!!)

Hello :D posting before i go to bed . Was suppose to complete some homework but my mood was screwed today . Shan't elaborate . It was plain disappointment to me to have this kind of thing happening . Yes , i know i have friends that smokes , but this is what i wanna tell you . I want you to quit but i won't force you . But when you actually make smoking affect your friendship , you're off .

Okays , rushed out of school right after social studies remedial meeting clique for pool . & well , that was when my mood got totally screwed . Yes , i stomped off before i could make any other comment . Meet the clique of guy & called baby to come along . i was so mad i almost cried . Yes , what a cry baby , ugh !

went to bukit timah shopping centre for pool with the guys :D baby step one pro only la ~ haha , i had fun playing 9 balls ! i won baby ! muahahahs ! Played a few rounds and HuiYao had to leave before his parents start nagging . So they took 67 home while Taolong & baby accompanied to walk back to my house & they went off to take 985 .

Had my first tiff with baby over some stuff i can't get over D: Well , nothing will happen . Ohya ! Today's conference call was awesome (!!!) Yes , we talked about sowing , harvesting & of course first love ! Yes , we also had our first prayer in school today , it was a fun first experience la , but my dear siewshuen was so soft i could hear the wind blowing ! i'm not exaggerating , can ask Jackson ! We have a goal to fufill dearest W450 :D Have faith we can do it , lets bring everyone & anyone to service (!!!)

2010-03-24T21:46:00.000+08:00

Hello ! i'm currently munching on koko crunch with HL milk (!!!) super yummilicious :D & i bet Keith is mad jealous !

Haha , today is my second day surviving with bangs . Yes , was so mad afraid to look at anyone in school . Some don't even recognize me . Emo ! Oh ya , so i met Keith yesterday as he had some youth meeting while i had audition . I made new friends :D Haha ! They are super imba nice people . Was imba scared of the audition but turned out to be totally not what i thought it would be . Usually in an choir audition everyone will give you this stare ~ But guess what ! the choir audition in church is way way different (!!!) All you have to do is have loads & loads of fun (!!!)

Took 241 back to JP & i met minmin , sandra & keith at the bus stop ! Our reaction were like ," eh ! eh ! eh !" *Hugs minmin* Mad funny . Then when i told minmin about my hair . she said ," who did this to you ?" Keith LOL . Cause if felt like someone murdered my hair or something way more exaggerating . Haha , took the bus together with them & they dropped off to take the MRT :D

Texted baby to call me cause i was bored & silly him was so afraid that if i got locked out i would have no other place to stay . Haha , ended up mummy was nice . No arguments :D the day ended sweetly :D Yes what an awesome day .

Now ! I'm receiving my audition results in a few days time . & well , i have faith in the Lord that i can make it . Even if i don't this is an awesome experience that i'll never forget . There's still many years to come & i'm not planning to leave CHC at all , so why rush ? HAHA ! :D

Well , today was alrights :D School-ed as usual . it was mdm prema first time in our class for english , i'm so glad ! But fierce :x I need to go & complete my titanic compre soon ! Oh gosh , i don't wanna get screwed tomorrow :D

After school went cca with NG-OO-I :D Haha , we chatted & slacked . Then baby came to find me . I'm so glad he didn't laughed at my hair like how Qi Cong did when he saw me in the canteen today ! That asszx ! Haha , so we had our debrief & baby , eugene & priscillee all went off to bus back to cck & tw area while NG-OO-I rode his bike :D

Haha , day ended quite smoothly , had a tiny tiny tiff with baby but everything is fine . So i'm going to start homework-ing . xoxo ! Post tomorrowxz ! :D

Oh ! B.T.W. look at my firefox background ! it's spongebob ! Be jealous cause it's so imba cuteeeee ~ HAHA ! Okays , distracted ! Going to stop here today , xoxo !!

2010-03-22T22:55:00.001+08:00

No pretty pictures today ! No phone & i didn't bring my hot camera to school ! So too bad (!!!)

School was alrights , but i missed my 2.4 km run cause i forgotten to bring my PE attire & i'm still coughing . i'm so afraid of not maintaining a gold for my last year in CCKSS , it's a super paisehs thing la ! After recess Mdm Prema & Miss Chen wasn't at school so we had free period throughout . Best of all , they were suppose to be giving us afternoon classes but they weren't here so i was free at 2 ! AWESOME !

After schoo met up with yesterday's clique :D We wanted to catch when in rome but the yahoo site cheated us , there wasn't a show at all . Screwed ! So we ended up watch the dumb Just Another Pandora's Box . Don't watch worst show ever . I bought the tix without knowing it was a Chinese show until i checked ! Totally regretted . I detest Chinese shows , they are the killer in life ! First time in my life watching a Chinese show in the cinema & it sucks ! It's so bad that i fell asleep halfway through on BUBU (!!!) Hated it like mad la , the show was filled with crap . Totally ruin the true story . Harvin was pissed ! HAHA !

After that went to look for nail buffer to buff my nails cause i got caught for my long nails so i had no choice but to say goodbye to them . Mad emo over it la , keep whining to baby while we were on the phone . Hmph , screwed nails . Bleahs !

Home-ed & showered now off to bed . No studying done today , dangzxz , i really need to buck up for midyear , get myself prepared . Gambateh ! :D kbailuv ♥

2010-03-21T22:05:00.000+08:00

~~will edit tomorrow ! kluvyabye ! ♥~~

Yes , i'm back :D see i did as i said . Okays , so i met up with my new found clique & my girls yesterday to play pool :D Yes ! We planned it since forever & finally found the time to actually meet up to play ! Yes , i was very contented okays ! Okays , we had a few matches before heading to Lot One to play DDR :D

I'm so weak ! Lost my stamina & i played so weak , psst !~ Mummy was imba cute though . She told me to come home early so i thought i should be home by 6 or 7 . But then she called me again to ask me to have dinner outside when im totally bankrupt . Yes i'm terribly broke lately . Psst .

Oh ya ! Send my corrupted phone for repair at Bishan , someone please teach me how to take a bus there . I spent twenty dollar on my cab fare there . That's the reason why im so mad broke now ! Poor Cheryl ! D:

Baby fetched me home . I was so bad . Didn't tell him that i was on the bus & when i was reaching his stop i told him i reaching le , made him run like mad :x Sorry dear :D

Okays , Tag Replies & off to today boring post :D

Those who wished me Happy B'day , Thanks (!!!)
Priscilla, Thanks babe :D
Stella, YALA ! Very nice of you ! Remember uh ! See who longer ! :x
Anna, Babe ! Super imba long never arcade together le ! Meetup soon boob :D
Xuan, Added dearest :D I'm using the same email for blogger too :D
Shavon C., AIYOH ! Post le la ! :x Stupid baby ~
Macdeline, Thanks ahma ! Meet again soon !
Priscilla, Miss naggy i posted :D
Jerlious, YEAH ! Awesomeness ! :D

2010-03-20T19:08:00.001+08:00

I'm really back (!!!)
Yes hello people :D this time i promise , i'll really do my best to post everyday or every two days , i'm super imba sorry for the super dead blog . Haha , but i can't post much now cause i'm not at home , i know you all super really miss me so be prepared to see many antique pictures & current ones .

Service was awesome & pastor's testimony was quite interesting one . God sure given him the supernatural powers that Jon mentioned about when he was giving Keith & i bible studies . Very sorry again for being late , weekends are the worst time to get cabs (!!!) Haha , awesome day in church ! Jackson , SiewShuen & I will start having prayer walks in school starting of next week which is on next Wednesday , i'm really very excited alrights ? Let's go deeper & learn more about God , growing closer to him . 1 person can bring close to a cohort to w450 , i have faith the power of 3 of us can do better :D Agree ?

So disappointingly , i can't make it for overnight prayers because it's too late & i'm under curfew , BOOHOO ! But i'll make an effort to pray hard at home . Must start changing my lifestyle . Reading the bible at least half an hour a day doesn't kill right ? Hahahs , i'll work hard on it :D this is something that can't be achieve by simple words , we need actions to prove !

Alrights , going to end here . I'll edit my post once i get home aites ? & of course , i'll reply all the long forgotten text & add some of your up msn . Readers , continue reading cause i'm back baby (!!!)

2010-03-04T20:28:00.000+08:00

I'm back (!!!)
Yes , i'm well aware that my blog is rather dead & i am receiving no encourage to blog ! (YES! i'm talking about the amount of tags i'm receiving!) Furthermore , i'm sick & drowned with homework ! How suay can i get right ?

After school on Tuesday Pris & Sherry accompanied me to Polyclinic to visit the doctor . Shingz , the evil doctor didnt give me any MC(s) for the next few days so i thought my sickness wasn't that serious afterall . But the next day when i woke up , i couldn't even swallow my saliva down , emo-ness ! so mummy told me not to go to school & asked me to visit the clinic downstair when im fully awake . so went down after drinking some weird herbal tea . Doctor yap was niceeee he gave me two days mc but he told me i had to drink loads of water cause i can't adapt to the heaty weather in Singapore . (See! That's the reason why i'm not suppose to be Singaporean, totally not my country!) LOL ! well , i lose some weight during these few days , i haven't eaten for two days straight & i'm coughing to my stomach is actually hurting . Been eating my medicines without food , causing some weird effects :/ but i seriously can't swallow anything down my throat , i just don't have the appetite !

i lay on my bed for almost 24 hours straight , i seriously am too weak to get out of bed , i sound like a man . CheeFong called me just now to ask about HongLee's stuff and i keep going out of tune . Super embarrassing okays ! i mean seriously , i even tried singing & i can't hit the high notes , i will eventually go off key & sound like some screeching noises . Ughs , imagine if i sang with this voice during service i bet i'll be the joke of the day !

Guess what ? i even tried doing a cover for Never Alone by Lady Antebellum with this voice , i should have put it up on my blog but i deleted it , i sound so horrible i laughed at myself when i heard it ! Retard :x

Well , life has been complicated lately but i'm pulling it through . Hmms , praying hard that i can recover from my sickness asap & probably go CGM tomorrow ! Cheryl keep praying ! :D

Hahs , what a shortcut of ending the post but yeah ~ i really am too sick to think of anything else to post , so .. Toddles :D i'll try my best to post tomorrow ! OH YA ! the pictures from service is in facebook ! It takes too long to upload into blogger so , make the effort to go my facebook & see alrights ?

LOVE YA , KTHXBYE :D

2010-02-28T00:51:00.000+08:00

Due to the mad amount of pictures i have to upload , i've decided to blog tomorrow . What a long day :D Though somethings brought me down but being in service changed everything :D PTL !

2010-02-28T00:28:00.000+08:00

We Are The World 25 For Haiti Lyrics

[Justin Bieber]
There comes a time
When we heed a certain call
[Nicole Scherzinger & Jennifer Hudson]
When the world must come together as one
[Jennifer Hudson]
There are people dying
[Jennifer Nettles]
And it’s time to lend a hand to life
The greatest gift of all
[Josh Groban]
We can’t go on
Pretending day by day
[Tony Bennet]
that someone, somehow will soon make a change
[Mary J Blige]
We are all a part of
God’s great big family
And the truth, you know love is all we need

[Chorus]
[Michael Jackson]
We are the world
We are the children
[Michael Jackson and Janet Jackson]
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
[Barbra Streisand]
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me

[Miley Cyrus]
Send them your heart
So they’ll know that someone cares
[Enrique Iglesias]
so their cries for help
will not be in vain
[Nicole Scherzinger]
We can’t let them suffer
no we cannot turn away
[Jamie Foxx]
Right now they need a helping hand
[Wyclef Jean]
Nou se mond la
We are the Children
[Adam Levine]
We are the ones who make a brighter day
so lets start giving
[Pink]
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
[BeBe Winans]
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me

[Michael Jackson]
When you’re down and out
There seems no hope at all
[Usher]
But if you just believe
There’s no way we can fall
[Celine Dion]
Well, well, well, well, let us realize
That a change can only come
[Fergie]
When we stand together as one

[Chorus - All]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
[Nick Jonas]
Got to start giving
[All]
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
[Toni Braxton]
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me
[Mary Mary]
We are the world
We are the children
[Tony Bennet]
Its for the children
[Isaac Slade]
We are the ones who make a brighter day
[Toni Braxton]
So lets start giving

[Lil Wayne]
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me

[Chorus - All]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
[Akon]
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we make a better day
Just you and me

[T-Pain]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
[Jamie Foxx imitating Ray Charles]
Choice were making
saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me

[Rapping - LL Cool J, Will-I-Am, Snoop Dogg, Busta Rhymes, Swizz Beatz]
We all need somebody that we can lean on
when you wake up look around and see that your dreams gone
when the earth quakes we’ll help you make it through the storm
when the floor breaks a magic carpet to stand on
we are the World united by love so strong
when the radio isn’t on you can hear the songs
a guided light on the dark road your walking on
a sign post to find the dreams you thought was gone
someone to help you move the obstacles you stumbled on
someone to help you rebuild after the rubble’s gone
we are the World connected by a common bond
lyrics courtesy of www.killerhiphop.com
Love the whole planet sing it along
[Wyclef]
CABARETT

[Chorus - All]

[Kanye West]
Everyday citizens
everybody pitching in

[Singing - Children & Wyclef Jean]
Nou se mond la
nou se timoun yo

[Will-I-Am]
You and I
You and I
[Kanye West]
Uh, 12 days no water
whats your will to live?
[Will-I-Am]
we amplified the love we watching multiply
[Kanye West]
Feeling like the Worlds end
we can make the World win
[Will-I-Am]
Like Katrina, Africa, Indonesia
and now Haiti needs us, the need us, they need us

[Chorus - All]
[Wyclef Jean]
Ayiti, Ayiti, Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay
Ayiti, Ayiti, Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay
Ayiti, Ayiti, Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay

2010-02-21T21:11:00.002+08:00

My motivation to post is as low as crap so i'm going to make this a short one :D

Saturday

Woke up imba early & got ready to get to CHC .
Met @Songning at lot one & headed of to CHC .
Was half an hour late for Bible Study w @JonnieAsh
Had imba fast bible study cause i was late :x (Sorry Sorry!)
Went for service which was awesome !
Had YuSheng Event @ Roof Cafe . (Messy!)
Headed to TeckWhye to find JY & AL .
Cab-ed home at 10 plus .
Home sweet home :D
SleepySleepy Time !!

Today

Woke up at 10 plus
Lazed in bed the entire day till evening (I was feeling weak the entire day!)
Got out of bed at 9 to went for a shower & have dinner
Back lazing on bed & blogging now ! (No mood for homeworks!)
SleepySleepy Time soon !

Tag Replies

Wesley, Replied in your blog ! :D
SiewShuen, Replied in your blog ! :D
Keith, Whys what ? o.o
Adelind, Hello baby ! I miss you imba loads !
Jerlious, No problem ! :D

2010-02-18T20:38:00.000+08:00

I'm cutting my post short till i have the bloody time to post . I detest school la , waking up early is one thing the other thing is this crappy school has afternoon lessons or CCA everyday , it's freaking tiring okays ! UGH !

School
Lollipop-ing @ Mama Shop
Geography Remedial @ IT Room 2
Home-d w Brendan
Afternoon Nappy
Dinner @ Home ! :D

2010-02-17T21:45:00.000+08:00

After many failed attempts we manage to take two decent jump shots :D

Today ! :D (I'm so happy i'm posting daily, but i'm neglecting my homework for this.)

I'm late for school & it's the third time . I was suppose to serve detention but Mr Liew didn't called out my name ! I'm so relieved ~ WeiJie asked me to accompany him , i just walked off , i have no time to serve detention ! Sorry ~

First period was Jon Lee , what a killer . He is so boring & he seems emotionless ! Even when he's angry you can't tell because he shows nothing on his face !! So the main point is .. He drives me to sleep ! & worst come to worst . It's still chinese new year , who will have the heart to pay attention in class ? I'm like so eager for this Saturday la . First time celebrating CNY in church . & we having yusheng ! :D OH & Sunday , CGM is planning steamboatzxz ~ Yes be jealous , be very jealous . Well , if anyone of you are interested to go , give me a call okays ? :D

Okays , totally going off point again . After english was elementry mathematics . Haha , gladly i didn't fall asleep . Cause i was busy being a kiasu trying to rush most of the worksheet question before she tell us to do , so when she does want us to do , i would use that time to rest my eyes for awhile :D (I'm being really really snorty now!)

Geography was after math . For the first time i keep falling asleep in geography that Mr Tan WL caught me D: Haha , even his most noble student Brendan fell asleep too ! This proves how tired we are , so teachers must learn to understand our pathetic sleep hours are not doing any good for us D:

Had yummy rice for recess & chatted with Bonnie about hell loads of stuff & thanks BinHan a million for the great help ! :D

The rest of the day was quite dull i just keep sleeping . End up even Mdm Asmahan decided to let me sleep . During CCA , practically spend my time walking around the courts instead of playing a serious match .

I bet Jonathan almost died playing mixed doubles with me cause i kept laughing instead of running to get the shuttlecock :x

That's really all for today . Hmms , superimbaultra bad mood thanks to some childish person . I mean seriously , does it make you feel better if i said yes . Grow up la , if you have nothing nice to say , don't tag okay ? :D Learn to be wiser . Don't go around asking people that .

Be it you like it or not , private stuff are meant to be kept private . So seriously , you can tell the world some bloody bullshit you make up but the truth lies in me :D Don't bother asking me silly questions when you know you won't get a reply & i used to put up warning about childish tagger & i guess not putting was the wrong idea cause i have childish little kid like you with this juvenile comment . So it's back up :D you have yourself to thanks .

Tag Replies
Macdeline, You always whack my ass , there is never once that you won't whack my ass lo ! What happen to your blog ? I'm your daily reader , your #1 stalker , you close down your blog i very emo !!
Hanny, Shingz you let my secret out D: Not i don't want sleep la . But i can't sleep . I tend to roll around till 12 or 1 then i can shut my eyes . Emo in hell la D:

2010-02-16T00:32:00.000+08:00

I'm so tired today !! Totally no mood to post !! Like mad sleepy !!

~~Going to edit post tomorrow I promise ! No more slacky slacky !!~~

P.S./ remember to show the "cyber bullying" crap that made me LOL to Songning & Amanda . *bet it'll totally cheer baby songning up!*

P.S.S./ need to make a decision to choose between A & B ! (look at their pros & cons .) *this sucks*

~~I'll start linking & replying tags tomorrow !! {:~~

So ! CNY/V. Day service on Friday . It was a mad rushing day ! It's bad enough my blardy school doesn't have half day , i had to reach Expo by 4 when i ended at 1 ! Like wth ? Worst was i had to meet HongLee first . So you know how rush i was la ! D:

So i ended school around one plus & i couldnt get a cab back home & the scorching sun was burning me up ! the heat was unbearable ! almost died on the spot , i'm sooo not exaggerating ! So i got home-d & for the first time , i bathed superuberimbaultra fast . & i manage to blow my hair & put my make-up on at the same time , yes i'm damn zai rights ? i know {: Haha , trying to be BHB now :x

After getting ready , cab-ed down to tw again to blk 8 . Went with HY & TL to HL's house to get their huffypuffy ~ It was so funny lo , they were so desperate for it ! Shingz , they are so addicted to those stuff . & while they were trying to get it out , i saw Harvin & Keith strolling to get something ~ So i lombang them cab-ed to expo for service & we were late ! i thought service was suppose to start at around 5.30 & i thought we were still early , & obviously i was wrong !! So i was walking in imba gigantic steps ~ So kiasu !

Reach-ed hall 1 & the place was filled ! Yes let me elaborate , people looked like ANTS (!!!) But it was cool la , i was shouting praises instead of singing praises , hey but i was happy right ! {: So good enough ~ Teehee ! {: (Trying imba hard to act cute now!)

After service i had to rush off for reunion dinner . Mine was one day earlier than the others as daddy had to go to work on Saturday . So emo emo lo , i was supposed to go for reunion dinner at 6 plus but i reached at 9 . I'm so sorry for making everyone wait , hundredmillionbillioninfinite sorries ! {:

& we had yusheng , & home sweet home .

On Saturday ,

i did nothing (-.-)

On Sunday ,

Major Bai-nian-ing (!!!) Hehe , my harvest was GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD ~ Though not any better than the previous years , it's better than nothing right ? Be happy if you get something okays ! Cheerios ~ So we went everywhere from north to south , from east to west . & i was sooo tired . i fell asleep in the car ! It's that tired D:

The ended quite early cause i was tired . so i shower-ed & went to bed straight {:

On Monday ,

(Shingz , im getting sick of updating already!) Met up with Lawrence after superuberimbaultra long yearzxz ! Hehes , he's still as act cute as he was & we went to catch "V. Day" the movie (i'm lazy to spell it out , spare me a thought for being lazy , thank you!) Not bad la , Taylor S. was acting like a bimbo & Taylor L. was so hawt (!!!) yes , i am melting for him ! He's mine okay ?! No one , i saying it , NO ONE can have him except me {:

Haha , we shop-ed before the movie & after the movie , Lawrence went home & i went blk 8 {: Played cards ! {: & HongLee pei-ed me cabby home .

I so wanted to stay the night with them but mummy wouldn't allow it , so shingz shingz shingz ! went home , text-ed & slept like a pig ! {:

(Finally!) Today ,

Baby chew couldn't make it last minute so Von tan & i went to bugis to get some of my CNY clothes . Be jealous okays ? I'm getting CNY clothings during CNY . I know you're jealous that i have such an awesome experience that you'll never have .

Shop-ed awhile & we headed for far east . I am mad angry la ! Someone pushed Von T. down the escalator . He didn't say sorry or anything . & please la , it's not like his train is the one & only right ? Furthermore he is a grown man ! GROWN MAN (!!!) So i mimic him , i pushed him & said excuse me {: he stepped on my foot & kicked me on purpose , he even diao-ed me & Von T. (!!!) Childish old man la ! Stay FUGLY ! i said something very loud & bad when he got off the train at somerset & i'm not taking back my words , he deserve it . (shingz , i'm feeling the hot air in me , i'm getting pissed saying this!)

So i bought some clothes & we went home for fooooooooooood ~ Now i'm clean & filled {: I'm about to tuck into bed & have the sweetest dream {: I'll try to take peekaz & post more tomorrow aites ? Haha , silly me brought the camera out without putting in the memory card , there's no one else smarter than me !

OHYA ! Sarah getting me so keen on getting Canon G11 !! It's 500 plus in total i think :/ I'm considering ! Though it's dull , i'm going to bling it to make it look more presentable . I'm ending here already {: It's sleepytime soon ~

Tag Replies
*Those that wanted me to relink or link , you've all been relink-ed & link-ed :D
Keith, you forget the word friend dumbass :x
Macdeline, Ya sure & i hope to see you there idiot !!
Keith, you need oil removal paper thingy ! I have a lot at home , i should start bringing to service ~
GuestJ, Hellos :D
Harvin, YOYO BRA-THER ! :D

2010-02-13T18:52:00.000+08:00

Okays ! I'm posting , but shingz , im too damn lazy to post about those imba long history , i hate writing compo in my post , it's tired & i have to injured my poor brain to think up of so many things {: so im going to start from yesterday BUT ! im waiting for sarah to put up the photo before posting {: TEEHEE ~ toodles .

Juvenile people are not to be entertained . Comments can be taken lightly or seriously . It was your choice to counter attack so dont blame for the commotions caused . I have no time to tell you what's right & wrong . You can go around telling people all sorts of crap you can think of me but honey , i still lead my life the way i do {: God tells me what to do , it'll never be you that i get my advice from . Sorry to say honey , your words won't hurt me . Because i know what i know that you don't . You have a choice now to continue blabbing about me but this is what i've got for you {: i'm really not into entertaining all these unnecessary things .

2010-02-04T23:00:00.000+08:00

Hello ! i haven't been blogging for two days or so ! i bet you guys miss me like mad rights ! Haha , well you should be happy then im blogging now then ! Ohkays , im just being imba crappy .

School is STRESS ! i mean the teachers are all suffering from menopause la ! Homework never stop coming , i recap on what i have to complete by friday & guess what was the outcome . Like 10+ homework la . Shingz , i'm mad busy during the weekend . Having church service & chillout night with cell group on saturday , sunday we're having picnic but people who told me they can make it end up cancelling with me cause they had other things on already ! Major BOOHOO ! D:

Super uber looking forward to service this week ! It's an awesome way to end off a stressful week , God bless me !! Hehe , i'm not going to give up halfway NO WAY ! Cause you know who i got ?! GOD ! Yes , my 24/7 hero {:

So i had cca yesterday , i slacked the entire day through something is mad wrong with my legs , they ache whenever wherever i go & the pain just come instantly without any signal ! Its like needles piercing through your leg . The pain is EXCRUCIATING & it's becoming a long term thing la ! SHINGZ !! So i had to walk around school tiptoe-ing on one foot & i look like some handicapped la D: emo-ness ~ Neverminds , i bet i'll recover imba fast , cause i got magical power ~ VOOM ~ all pain disappears ! Bullshitting again -.- Oh well ~ i'm planning to skip tomorrow cca too {: i'm going to do homeworkzxz instead ! Have you realised how guai i am now ? Say yes & i'll give you a hug ! {: So nice of me ! YAY ME ! i feel so bimbotic . Crapping my whole way through the post cause i can't remember what i need to post & i need to rush cause zoey is so excited to know who i met on my way home ! haha ! It has been imba imba ultra oompa loompa long since i seen her . Like years ? Decades ? No la , that's just joking ! :x haha ! Well well , i saw ..

YES YES ! ING ING ! {: Ohmy la , she's like attached & happily with her boyf now la . I thought it was a one two month just started kind of thing but when i asked , she told me going EIGTH months ! WOAH , my recent relationship closes was also only two days before seventh month ! Haha , pei fu pei fu ! Last long girl , God bless you a million zillion infinite !

I bet i'll be seeing her a lot on 985 again cause she's having tuition just opposite my house ! Yes my old tuition centre the place where i always always fall asleep ! I bet i left some saliva dripping there ! Haha , JOKING ! i'm not so obscene kay !! i got CLASS one :x now acting like a major aunty .

Anyway ~ i've given the editing all my pictures with my blog url because it's hella work & blogging is already an issue for me if i have to make editing another issue i will die . Well , a lot of late homework not done & my motivation level is low like in the earth's crust now , YES it is that terrible , i'm just mad sick of doing homework . SO ! i'm going to rush like mad tomorrow going to bring imba loads of books to school to finish up all the dumb homeworks then my weekends will be awesome !

Ohoh ! if you guys wanna meet me during this year , i'm terribly sorry to say i'm hella packed up ! i'm ending school close to 6 or 7 everyday now because it's o's year & i'm making miss chen stay back with me on thursday to catch up with my dearest A math {: Furthermore i'm occupied by my services on saturday & family day on sunday ! So do understand that i'm a very very busy person ! BUT BUT BUT ! i'll still be free like once in awhile so if you happen to miss me & my wonderful hugs terribly , just call me or sms me la {: i'm 24/7 hogging on my phone unless it fails me or something . then that one not my problem le hor :x Blame the PHONE !

Opps , see la ! crap-ed till i forgotten i need to tell zoey im done posting ! So , i'm done post (DUH!!) Now tag replies & i wooosh ~ off to bed to dream of some weird alien abduction or some fairytale {: Haha ! Bullshitting la ~ KAY KAY ! OHYA ! this song is about child abuse & it's rather disturbing & the step wife is mad "qian da" (direct translation from chinese) Go see & insult the horrendous step mother . Killed an eleven year old girl . But i love the song la ~ Mad nice {: Go see uh ! i insist (!!!)

& here's the descriptions :
Aurore Gagnon was the second of four children of Marie-Anne Caron and Télesphore Gagnon, a farmer. After Marie-Anne Caron was hospitalized with tuberculosis in 1916, Telesphore's cousin's widow, Marie-Anne Houde, a widow with six children, moved in with Télesphore Gagnon. On November 6, 1917, Aurore's younger brother Joseph Gagnon died at the age of two under mysterious circumstances.

A week after the death of his wife in 1918, Télesphore Gagnon married Marie-Anne Houde. Although villagers were suspicious when two of her children subsequently died, there was no investigation. Their abuse of Aurore escalated (Télesphore beat her with an axe handle). In September 1919, the ten-year-old was hospitalized for more than a month at the "Hôtel-Dieu de Québec" due to a severe leg infection caused by a beating. Released back into her parents' care, Aurore was beaten, by Marie-Anne Houde, until her death in 1920. The cause of death was said to be poison, not knowing if her death was because of infected wounds or if Aurore was poisoned to death.

Bobo, thanks dear ! {:
Shihui, thanks loads ~
Hanny, hey dearzxz ~
Shiya, i must find him trouble le , he lie to me ! HORHOR ! Chuay him daiji !! :x So evil right , horhor ~ you les me then give me your ahlian genes :x
Joy, who call you smart ass , you should see it at night & give yourself nightmares mahs {: Haha ! imba evil of me neverminds you know i love you can le , s'muackkies !
WeeKiat, i'm sorry , still used to calling you this {: Anyways remember uh ! Our door are always open , if you want to go , i'm a phone call away ~

2010-02-01T22:30:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling awfully sick D: sneezing like mad la ~ ughs ! & worst of all im having three tests tomorrow , the sad & ironic thing is i don't know if i can make it to school . During math remedial today , sudden urge to vomit & i couldn't even walk properly . I had the temptation to fall on the ground or something . So i went to blk 8 & took a rest by sitting down & playing with taolong Tap Tap Revenge {: I turned noob & taolong played cheat ! ASS !!

Oh ya ! i went into school late today , i wanted to skip english because Jon Lee was an instant lullaby . But OM caught us slacking outside , so we had to go in . Smart akif , left block 1 without taking my green tea & when he wanted to go back & collect it , OM kept screaming no at our faces , ughs !!

So went in & saw LESLIE ! {: Haha , he first time late lo ~ like his fourth year in CCKSS & it's his first time late . HOW UNBELIEVABLE ~ okok , so school was as per normal with the occasional laughter {: Text-ed with deshawn & leslie the entire day , making sure that their bill explode , WAKAKAKAKAKS :x Bullshitting again :x okays ~ back to the point la , after school was english remedial . Chuah & Prema came in & i couldn't care much about it , Jon Lee was too too too boring , i just lay on the table the entire lesson trying my best to keep my ears open . Don't say i never try hor !

Haha , so after that maths test & remedial , block 8 then home sweet home . Screw my stomach , feeling super obnoxious . I puked everything i ate today la , going to sleep with an empty stomach i guess . Shingz , brought my camera to school but never had a chance to take peekaz cause it was a mad busy day today .

Neverminds , i'll try to take some peeks tomorrow ! Keep reading & tagging ! {: Toodles !

2010-01-31T21:38:00.000+08:00

The pictures in this post might be rather disturbing to some readers but however , this is something to share .

On 12 January 2010, a 7.0 magnitude earthquake struck the Carribean nation of Haiti, leveling buildings, cutting off communications and leaving the world wondering about the state of this poor country. Witnesses said buildings were destroyed and many people injured. The lack of communications is hindering the ability to determine the full extent of damage and destruction.
The International Red Cross has spoken of 45,000 to 50,000 dead, but according to Lieutenant General Ken Keen, the US general running the relief effort, the international community should be prepared for the worst and the toll could be as high as 200,000.

The United Nations has estimated that three million people were affected, and 300,000 left homeless. Some 40 tent cities have sprung up in Port-au-Prince, the International Red Cross has estimated.

This people are suffering very badly . They don't even have a proper home . It's really upsetting to see all these people suffering from all this . I mean , there are even kids hurt like mad ! No one in the world deserve to be in this state .

I almost teared when i saw the pictures , they suffer such a great loss . During service , Pastor Kong also shown us a video that show us that there is someone that was found dead under her own house & it was giving off a bad stench . She didn't die of the earthquake itself but because of the after shocks .

People are even afraid of being in their own house now . Sighs , please readers try to do anything you can to help those people . For example . there's a donation site that i post before which i'll post again & if there is any enquiries , you can also email to haitirelief@citycare.org.sg !

God bless the people in Haiti . Persevere ! You'll pull it through !

Scroll down for the donation links & some pictures of the victim in Haiti .

To donate , please go to https://www.sos-childrensvillages.org/Get-involved/Online-donation/Pages/Donate-online-Haiti.aspx?target=Campaign_190026&et_cid=2&et_lid=14&et_sub=haiti

2010-01-31T16:31:00.001+08:00

Hello ! Service was mad fun yesterday ! We had a guest speaker , Rev. Dr. Niko Njotorahardjo . Don't ask me to pronounce it , i really have no idea how to . I tried to pronounced it to my mother & end up getting a tongue tied . Well moving on , we sang some songs that were written by him and best of all we all danced together , it felt so great !! ~ Haha , sang out hearts out , so elated :x Service was also very motivational . Though it was harder for us to understand cause the translator was speaking imba fast & i gave up writing down notes after awhile . Shingz , i keep going off topic . Neverminds , well this week's service assured us that God will be there for us so long we believe in him & he'll provide us with everything . 2010 is the year of restoration & abundance {: Well , service a lot shorter this week but it was still good !

After service , went over to the kopitiam near CHC {: Didn't eat as i was meeting someone for dinner at Jurong Point . So drank green tea then went off with siewshuen (xuan) . OHYA ! Dangzxz , Jackson couldn't come along with us , disappointing !! Neverminds , we're looking forward to seeing him next week && ! Wish them loads & loads of good luck for today lion dance competition ! {: Shingz , off topic again ~ Haha , xuan and i talked like mad today , laughed our ass out ! & i can't believe that mdm ____ would come up with such a lame poem that doesn't make any sense ! Cracked me up like mad ~

Okok , so i headed over to JP to play arcade . Mad long since i played DDR , suddenly suck at it D: Jubeat too , barely passing lo . Need to train le , but but but ! O's more important , need to MIA from arcade , EMO ! So walked around & home sweet home ! {: {: {:

Today ! Well mummy isn't letting me out of the house so i couldn't go for CGM D: Which suck super duper imba ultra much ! Shan't rant about it . I woked up at 12 plus & laze on the bed till like 2 plus cause i was reluctant to get up & get my work done . Till now , 6pm , im still not done with my first homework , HAHA ! I was doing my homework for like ten minutes & afterwards i end up reading the bible and blogging .

Shingz , going give it my last try & complete some of my homework before i get killed by the teachers tomorrow . Well , toodles ! {:

Haha , i found this picture at instructor yao xing facebook profile {: We were all learning the random moves Limin , shiya & i came up with . Haha , it was a mess la , we had only 10 minutes to come up with the moves & practice it . Mad emo , we sucked like mad D: But we all bonded as a class which is a great way to start of our last year !

Haha , our campfire dance was quite cui but hey , we had a great time . Especially shiya & i . Whenever a song plays , we would just instantly start dancing on the spot . It's in our blood la ! we love dancing . & Shiya showed off her awesome dance moves during the dance competition . Chio-ness !! Haha , Luqman totally rocked the dance competition & claimed his best dancer award for our batch , ROCK ON ! {:

Haha , overall though i suffered mad sunburn & aches all over , i didn't regret attending the camp . It was an awesome way to start of our last year in CCKSS , memories linger on {: Remember fellow secondary 4 schoolmates , it's not goodbye ! Haha , i thought through about the last 3 years spent in CCKSS & i regretted being someone i never wanted to when i was in lower sec . I'm awfully grateful that i still have this one last year to prove i'm not that person afterall ! {:

God bless me ! {:

P.S./ Haha ! i just found out Miley Ray Cyrus real name was actually Destiny Hope Cyrus .

P.S.S./ I was suppose to talk about something but i couldn't remember what it is . Dangzxz ! :/

2010-01-29T22:49:00.000+08:00

Hellos ! Imba tired lately , crazy schedule in school . I'm like mad exhausted ! i skipped imba loads of afternoon classes cause i could barely keep myself awake during curriculum time . i have this feeling that the spelling is wrong :/ Psst , can't be bothered . Moving on ~

Well , school was .. sleepy ? Was almost late for school , met with baby & bonnie . Went in school like just in time . Haha , as per usual , lim yu kee was trying to find someone uniform to nag about , had to hide my ear bone piercing like mad ! i mean , ugh it's just a piercing , chill dude !

Neverminds , ignored him went to class to studyzxz ! i know i know , i'm GEE-YOU-EHH-III , GUAI ! {: Until the last period ! OHMY , i couldnt stand it anymore , i was dozing off even when i try to sit up straight i found myself lying on my bed comfortably the next second . Keep getting caught by lum for falling asleep & not doing her homework . So once she called my name i'll reply ," never sleep ! SEE i holding pen & looking at the paper ! " But unluckily , when the bell rung she found my eye shut & sleeping sweetly on the table . So she woke me up & said ," soo , if this is not resting can you find a more brilliant word to describe it ?" Suay !! But gladly she didn't hold me back to torture me or anything . Anyway i had cca as it is friday *wide smile* TGIF !! {:

Was about to go for badminton but felt horribly sick when i reached the busstop . Had the urge to vomit & faint on the floor . Blurry sight ~ so i took the bus to somewhere nearby where i can find my friends so if anything happens to me , got people there {: smart rights ?! Lols , i'm crapping ! So , i just emo-ed with my itouch for imba long till the batt went flat :/ so just bomb-ed music and sang my lungs out . I feel so no life ~ *psst*

Saw Jack & co. coming out of school so went to join them talk talk & bullied shippo {: Muahahahs ~ After that mama called me saying she was nearby so made her come & picked me up . Just nice leslie passed by & i was imba hungry cause i haven't ate from afternoon till evening so i kop-ed all his fries . Sorry ! Will treat you awesome food next timezxz {: I love you for rescuing me from dying hunger ! Haha , exaggerating like mad :x

Bathed & i'm currently watching teevee . Shall have a improper ending cause the show is getting exciting ! :x Going to church tomorrow , mad excited with whatever is in store for us .

P.S./ i need to withdraw money ! i'm mad broke !

Tag Replies :
Shavon C, haha , dear i sent you the peekaz le {:
Jackson, YOYOYO ! Be honoured for the awesome peek i take for you ! {:
Jon, Haha , i'll see you tomorrow too !! {:

2010-01-27T22:57:00.001+08:00

This will be a very lengthy post alrights ? So if you have simply no patience , you're encourage to stop reading ! {: There'll be 3 parts to it so enjoy !

Part 1

Happy Belated Birthday Jackson ! {:

Met Bonnie at lot on Saturday before meeting Jackson & Xuan for church . Haha , i reached earlier than her so i went to play ddr & Jubeat first . So addicted to Jubeat already , however getting effing noob at DDR , emo !

Then when bonnie came , we played the new machine , it was damn addictive ! i played till my hand totally went numbed ! But shingz , i had to leave early because i have church D: Went to control station realise i never bring ezlink ! & i didnt bring cash either ! So smart girl lo , whole day cab here & there paying via nets . Wasted imba loads just on cab .

So met Jackson & Xuan at the MRT & headed of to Boon lay then to CHC {: (Sighs , you used to say after your O's you'll go church with me :/) Haha , dumb Jackson too long never go JP , totally didnt realise that they changed the bus interchange . So when we went over to the new interchange he was amazed by it ! Like ," WOAH , like airport leys ! " Haha , like some little kid , so cute ~ HAHA ! I bet he'll kill me upon seeing this :x

So we had an awesome service . After imba long of backsliding , i'm sooooo glad i'm back ! This time i'm so staying ! {: Yay , i have God's companion through O's . I know he'll bless me like mad ! {: God loves all of us !! ~

Haha , after service , the CG headed for volleyball while Jackson , Xuan & i headed outside of church to find clement ! We keep calling him " chou bu la ji xiang gu tou ! " from Hi My Sweetheart . He say he looks better than Luo Zhi Xiang in that show *psst* ~

Haha , met shavon chew & tan at cine afterwards . We walked around & i bought pretty headbands ! *smiles* We walked around & they wanted to take neo again but im rejected the offer , i was feeling ugly that day ! :x Haha , im ugly everyday but that day was like damnzxz serious . Having bad hair day etc.

After that we wanted to do express manicure so we headed over Somerset@313 to find if there was anywhere where we can do our nails . Sadly we found nothing D: But ! i found the high waist pants that i want ! But baby said she knows somewhere where it is so much cheaper so i didn't but it . BUT BUT BUT ! I'm so getting the shirt once i got $$ ! After that , we headed to look for heels ~ & i finally found the pair that i've been looking for imba long ! Baby bought the same pair as me but i got the bigger pair , cause i felt that the smaller ones felt rather tight . Hehe , we're soooo contented .

Shop-ed till 9 plus & we headed home sweet home . Showered & Bedtime for me {: haha ! ~

Oh ! & as you can see , i bling-ed my darling ipod touch . I'm so in love with it !! {: But i need to buy glue in case my darling jewels come off ~ Loving it like mad now ! ~ S'muackkies s'muackkies !! {:

Part 2
So , i had a super wonderful service on Saturday . However we talked about something really upsetting . & i guess i would really like to share .

Have you heard ? Many people are suffering in Hati due to the horrendous earthquake . We saw many pictures that were rather upsetting to see . You can see people having parts of their bodies rotting off ! It's so sad to see that does people are suffering so bad yet we are taking advantage of what we have now .

So ! If you guys wanna do any donations to help out this people , i have a website that you guy can link to & donate money for them to build back their homes . Those people are now living under bedsheets and when rain comes , their house will be soak . They have no money and they have nowhere to stay . Worst comes to worst , it's going to be rainy season there soon .

We'll all pray for them & of course here's the link :
https://www.sos-childrensvillages.org/Get-involved/Online-donation/Pages/Donate-online-Haiti.aspx?target=Campaign_190026&et_cid=2&et_lid=14&et_sub=haiti

Part 3
& as you can see ~ I'm back from camp ! 3D2N of horror ! There's this imba hot instructor but he wasn't with my class , BOOHOO for me ! Okok , the camp was not excellent nor bad like mad . There were NO tents . So we slept on the floor with sleeping bag . & my dearest lesbo didn't bring sleeping bag so we had to share . I totally froze through the night cause my towel was to thin & all i brought was shorts . Shingz ! Worst of all , the floor was so hard and i woke up finding myself aching everywhere ! emo rights ?!

Okok , and suay-est shit ever was , i was having my monthly debt on the day of camp ! So i couldn't raft nor do very big actions later something awkward happen and i no need show my face anymore .

But the best part about the camp was of course campfire . Our class was so no prepared . So we had to come up with dance moves for "evacuate the dance floor " in the last 15 mins ! & God bless us we made it !! Rock on for us {: Though we were a little messed up , we did bonded a little better la .

Lesbo & i danced like mad la ~ She got me so addicted to dancing & i came up with the idea of dancing TickTock for certain event . I'll call CCK best dance luqman to craze with us {: Haha !! ~ During campfire night , we all shared tears & we all apologised for being a bad friend we were . As for me , i felt i wasted my last three year being someone that isn't me . But i'm glad that i'm not too late .

I found where i want to walk already {: So God bless me ! i'm really tired & i've got school tomorrow . So goodnights lovely ! {: i love you all ttm !

P.S./ Dumb people who like saying that i'm a copycat about things , please . Are you the only loser that doesn't know that there are millions of Cheryl in this world . If you have issues with me , look for me . Don't be childish please , i can't stand it {:

2010-01-23T23:08:00.000+08:00

Sorry , but the post has been postponed . I really have no darn mood to post here . So sorry . There's suppose to have a lot of thingzxz to do today but my mood got crashed & burnt even more than it is alr . Tc uh (: _|_

2010-01-21T22:29:00.000+08:00

I'm a lucky girl but sherry look as if she's smelling me instead of giving me kisses ! ._.

I love this babe to the max !

Took this with BONNEH yesterday :x

Hellos , been ages since i posted right ? i bet you guys miss me like mad but my tags ain't increasing yaw ! Lately had been rather upsetting & moodless . Haha , things really ain't getting any better but i shouldn't neglect my blog just because of it right ? Ya , i admit that this whole thing with him is affecting me hell loads & well , everyone knows yesterday was suppose to be very important . Ughs , shall not mention about it {: Totally kills the mood of posting .

Okays ! I'm totally cheating now cause i can't really remember what i did the past few days & I'm using twitter as recap , what a handy tool right ? i know everyone agrees ! (But everyone time I'm expecting him to reply , twitter gives me false alarms !) Benn twitting lesser lately cause I'm simply not in the mood :/ & furthermore there isn't much happening just normal school dayszxz ~

Well , school is tedious this year . Last year when they mentioned that we had remedials like twice a week i already complained like mad & i made no effort to attend , but this year is O's & i have to stay back everyday after school till 5 . I swear it's draining all of me . Talked to nini & shiya about our horrendous school today . Something's wrong with the school , it's karma or something because whenever the three of us step into school we suddenly feel very dead . It really does !

Ughs , i give up trying to recall everything since 16 January . If i post in that format , my post would be imba long & i wouldn't need to sleep le . Okays , so i shall just blab out everything i can remember now . Oh ~ what a lazy blogger i am {: Neverminds , i happy mahs !

So ~ i went lot with von & sherry dearest on Saturday ! Been imba long since i last took neoprints , so when we decided to take neoprint , i like super elated , keep jumping around ! haha ~ & i'm the lucky girl that get chim by my two darlings {: so lucky right . You boys out there want also don't have ! *shake butt* nanenanepopo ~ Haha , trying to be childish here -.- so ya , take piczxz le , went down blk 8 & slack with sherry while von went to find Minru to play piano ~

Haha , akif & co. were there so i decided to sit there awhile before going home . I was damn evil , cause i hate the chairs there ! Got ants will bite my ass ~ so i sat on Honglee's shirt , haha sorry uh bi ~ {: Wahahahs , he also lan lan , be my gan baby tio bully only ! So ~ i slacked till evening then i cabbed home , i think ._. zz , i can't remember la ~ but i went home for dinner . I had steamboatzxz ! it was damn spicy la , eat till my entire face turned red !

Okays ! now next event ! Oh met up with joy & JIA LOR MEE ~ hehe , went irc play pool with them right after school on tuesday {: Ohmy la ! our dearest Jia Lor Mee look so different from primary school . Last time primary six sit beside me always tio whack by me . But he dan cuteee ~ last time tio whack he won't cry or get upset or angry . He'll simply laugh it off ! Come to think of it , he was always the innocent boy that gets bullied by me lo !

haha , so went to play pool with him and this guy name Bernard ! ~ i told Bernard everything about Jeremy's past ! so funny ! They all laughed at him ! I even tried acting like him lo , he used to have the "six in one" pack then wear his toot toot glasses & he's super imba blur ! Oh come to think of it , he's like the male version of me in the past ~ but i was more rough then :x Muahahahs ~ So we pool-ed & went over to market & eat ! {: I kept eating like a pig ! Mouth was damn itchy just wanted to munch on somethings , so whatever i see , i bought it but i never finished it . I'm such a spend thrift ! even on food . Damnzxz ! i'm going broke ! How ?! *cries*

I'm power posting now ! My parents are coming back from Hong Kong soonzxz need to guai guai le ! Oh ya , yesterday after cca met up with bobo & headed to Lot to find TWL look alike & chris . Headed to Raffles to get my darling bible ~ i'm contented ! {: can you see the big smile on Cheryl's face ! *Smiles* Then we went over to this imba small kopitiam ( i don't even think it's a kopitiam lo .) to get some drink . I forgotten what they talked about but they eventually made me choke on my drink . Mad embarrassing canzxz ! Totally sprayed out la & i laughed till i cried . I couldn't catch my breath & my stomach was hurting badly ! ohmy ~ the tragedy ! haha .

Then , they all accompanied me to MRT-ed all the way back to batok . Was suppose to take a bus home but SHINGZ ! i was damn tired & my back was hurting , so i took a cab instead {: went home , took a shower & zzz ~ didn't even touch on my homeworks . So when the teachers asked for homeworks today , i act like i had nothing to do with it :x

Haha , so im left with today ! Nothing much though :/ we got our camp packing list ! & i need like swimming costumes not BIKINI ~ sianzxz ! i only have bikinis to go tanning with my girlf at Sentosa , & why in the world would i buy one freaking one piece swimming costume that is going to cost me a bomb just for camp & i'll abundant it afterwards . I need to find a way to lend from my cousins or something :/ Ugh , mafan ! Nothing else much i guess ~ Oh , Chen sounded damn sexy with her "awesome" voice today . Scold people also very sexy ! {: & poor me left school without attending afternoon lessons cause i'm suffering from a major headache D: But i took a nap & i'm all better now ! {:

Okays , that's about it ba . I have a little something dedicated to him then reply my tags & goodnights le {:

i haven't heard much from you as day keeps passing by ,
you suddenly seemed so distant from me ,
it's so hard to reach out to you now ,
i kept texting but you never reply .
you came online but you never spoke a word to me .
this feeling sucks , seriously .
where are you & what happened to us ?
please i need you , you are the dearest friend i've got .

Tag Replies
Zoey, haha will relink you soon dear ! miss ya ! {: remember uh , i'm tutoring you for e math !
Xinyu, Thanks dear ! {:
Sarah, Thanks {:
Hubert, Yala ! i will soon ~
Xingzi, Okays {:
Anna, YES ! i wanna DDR with you D: my skill dropped like mad ~ So must meet up & train meeeee ~
Qinying, Hello dear ! {:
Celia, Hey sweetheart , so nice of you to drop by {:
Passerby, Thanks for the advice . But i'm not getting anywhere with things related to guys . Relationship or friendship . It's kind of painful seeing love ones just pass by every single time . I just need a lot of time to stand up again . But thanks anyways ! {:

2010-01-15T20:49:00.000+08:00

Camp is coming ! 25th to 27th January , please do miss me !

it'll be a totally wonderful time to skip all the drama in my life for now :/ haha , i'm seriously devastated by the many things happening in my life right now . i seriously take awful pictures , cause im too pale ! i look like a sick bitch that needs to be admitted to the doctor anytime soon , seriously !! i have to take picture in dark places to actually allow my skin to look normal ! i must be a hideous vampire , i just look sick white , ugh ! i wonder why people think it's soooo good to be pale , if i could i would give any one of you the pale skin you want , trust me you'll suffer . i tried tanning but instead i become worst ! this is terrible , there's no way to get my white ass to be tanner . ughs !

well , look at the huge words and you know im going to camp . Honestly i was reluctant to go , but i have no other choice cause i need the pointzxz ! i wanna try to deduct 2 points for my L1R4 ! i wanna go ngee ann poly ! i can already feel it ! looking at wonderful hunks (this is so embarrassing but true :x) , take the course that's all about $$ , start legally earn $$ to buy bling bling ~ i've got soo many things to buy , money is sooo hard to get yet it's so addictive ! shingz !!

Well school was just boringzxz ! Almost late for school , so sad rights ? i wish someone would fetch me everyday , be my motivation to go school with a smile (hint hint !!) then everyday will be a wonderful day ~ Sighs . keep dreaming cheryl , just keep dreaming :/

Okok , had cca today . Sadly , my left ass seems to be hurting like mad ! i mean i can't even sit down properly , like some fifty year old lady keep AIYA AIYA ! haha , so dumb :x

zzz , i just bathed & continued posting . i vomited like crap & im feeling rather fainting now , shingz :/ okok , i think i need a rest im feeling like crap & im on the verge of collapsing .. peace outzxz !

here's another video ! takecares ! {:

2010-01-14T21:08:00.000+08:00

HAHA ! im blogging {: okays , im trying to have a proper post without having singlish & everything . I feel very weird with it in my post , with all the la le lo .. Haha , alrights {: i've a lot to say , from school to some personal stuff {:

So school ! Well , i was so afraid of going late again ! i manage to tie my hair & get into my uniform rapidly but the dumb lift was spoil ! all three of them all spoil ! i was furious ~ i had to run down cause the bus was coming any minute . I'm like a typical singaporean , kiasu ! flew down to the bus stop and caught the bus just in time {: phew lucky me !

went to mama shop & buy breakfast cause my tummy was growling like mad ! I'm so emo lately , even my mood affects my diet , been vomiting like mad lately D: *cries* can't be bothered to see the doctor :/ they always tell me the same things & giving me the same medicine . & the bloody consultation fee cost me a bomb ! Ugh ~

Okays ! im so off topic already ._. so well , chemistry was fun {: played with different chemicals hoping that we'll get some explosion or something . But disappointingly we go nothing D: just disgusting looking chemicals D: emo ! After that was english , totally wasn't paying attention . i seriously hope this teacher doesn't make me fail my english . Took home a past year situational paper , totally clueless with what i'm suppose to do , sighs ! 10 pointzxz !! Bio was so slack ! {: we played with torchlight ! OH YA ! i got something for your to do when you're bored . Go look into a mirror then shine a torch from the side of your eyes , you can see you pupils become smaller ! it's scary but so damn cool ~ go try go try ! Maths was okays , surprisingly not tired or restless {: still manage to listened through the whole time without feeling sleeping AT ALL . yes i must emphasize on the word at all ! it's a miracle okayzxz ! i fell asleep during ss though :/ so boring & i don't understand most of the things , sighs ~ (OH FXCK ! Just remember haven't complete my ss ! so screwed !!) After school said hello to serene & clique and off i went , home sweet home {:

reached home didnt even bother showering & went to bed for a nap . i was damn tired & simply just fell asleep without rolling around . like that also good :/ can kill some of my emo-ing time . sighs , what a shit life i have . woke up , showered & started mugging alr . So i'm blogging now ~ okays , i seriously lost my inspiration ! UGH !!

shall talk about meeee now then {: Well i guess im going back on track for studies , however there are many things around me that doesnt seem to be working out at all ~ for example love , life & friendship . feel like everything is just a passing face . everyone comes & go . at the end of the story , you find yourself standing alone . it's hard to face the fact that he's gone . it's something we humans call like . so unfair , so hurtful . it's like there's no way of getting out .

for now i'm only left with you .

Okays , another funny vid for you guys . it's a little racist but watch it with an open-mind okays ? Enjoy !

2010-01-13T20:52:00.001+08:00

I must be in love then :/

This is so true ..

Today is the worst day ever ! is suay dao cannot any suay-er lo :/ woke up late & brendan also wake up late so cannot fetch me to school .. So bo bian , have to take cab & i seriously cannot afford to be late again . i dislike having to face with the mrs chuah . Late also get screwed so bad ..

Sighs , hate school like mad today . Oral english was damn boring la -.- Need to do some dumb journal it's sooooooooo boring la ! i mean seriously la , like do nothing like that :/ feel so bored ..
i had fun at math , playing with calculator functions like a little girl {: i like standard deviation ~ soooo fun :x Haha , what a retard . after that was geography , twl never come D: sian ji pua .. totally wasted one hour sleeping like a pig :/

after recess wasn't any better . i emo-ed for chemistry test . i wrote my name & went to sleep . I don't even know how to do the first question . Haha , when i woke up , i couldnt lift up my left hand , sleep till the whole hand numb diao :x like some crippled D: ke lian de wo , i still dont dare tell anyone lo like sibei paisehs ._. after that history was sooo fun {: i enjoyed listening to patrine tang class , so much better than TJJ de :/ siao lo , tang want us to get like 70% distinction then shuang .. Chui le , need study like madness :/

badminton was fun yet i felt a little guilty , laogong & i had to disqualified many sec 1s because they not up to standard , emo ! so sad lo .. they like so ke lian D: i very talk cock . i really dont have the motivation to post lately , not cause im tired or what .. im super no mood lately .

Got those , want die , want cry and want disappear feelings :/ it suck ! SHINGZ ~ ughs , going to mingle with my ten year series elementry mathematics , bye peoplezxz .

i miss ___ {:

i very nicezxz i let your see some comedian videos & a very long music video that i still in love with :x

haha ! enjoy {:

2010-01-11T23:25:00.000+08:00

I love this bitch to the max ! {:

Look at the difference in height between Brendan & i :x

Our Family Portrait , swee bo ?

Hello ! yes yes im posting ! PEE-OHH-ASS-TEE ! {: Long day uh :/ school school school & i tell you homework are starting to pile up . So it shows that Cheryl it's time to ASS-TEE-YOU-DEE-WHY ! {: i love spelling out words , make post longer :x haha ! im such a rubbish talker :x

Okays la , school was as per normal . Just that today PE , i a bit ki siao anyhow jump here & there . I'm pissed off by my fat asszxz ! need to lose some meat le la D: poor me ~ Cannot too fat later no one want (this is dumb -.- seriously im not interested anyway) okok , stop cocking totally not in the mood -.-

Today the 2009 sec 4's & 5's came back to take result . i swear i was mad worried for Adelind , once release jiu zao go pei her le . Scared she cry or what , so pei-ed her all the way till 4 plus in the hall , help her check out the courses available & etc.

After that went over to KAP to meet Joy start mugging like mad . But you know i got very very short attention span , i went to buy food & spend like $10 just because i was fxcking bored . Like nothing to do jiu eat :/ But neverminds la , at least i manage to complete most of my homework {: Guai cheryl ! Cheers for me !!

Then studied till 6 plus 7 & walked back home ! im so good right , save money {: aiyahs cock talker . im kinda very tired with acting happy for today . expecially when im mad emo now . off to talk to {: bye .

Tag Replies :
Those who relink-ed , thanks .
& i miss CHLOE CHUA ! {:

2010-01-10T20:21:00.000+08:00

Yes i'm almost done with all my homework {: Cheers !!

Well , i slacked a little just now & i just came across Clairis's blog about some slut that got openly molested during the Siloso Beach countdown . Suay i cannot go D: too young if not i'll get updated by this even earlier ! Shit D:

Haha , you can get more information about it can click here

It is to say that nobody help this girl when she was openly molested by those bangala . I was laughing like mad when i saw the screenshots at stomp . I know i a bit jialat la :x but really damn funny lo ~ Still got people say she actually likes the attention !

Well honestly , from the picture above . It shows clearly , she seriously don't seem to mind being touched lo . So is this still called a molest case ? I mean she's like having fun la :/ & seriously , you can see the numerous phone video-ing it . She's still very okays with it what :/ Haha , but it's still kind of sad la , when they realise she was molested , the audience still lan lan act like nothing happened continuing video-ing & taking pictures . No one actually went up to help her leys ! Ohmy ~ Okok :x

Haha , im going to pompom & smell nice then continue doing my work {: Toodles human ! Shall post tomorrow . Teehee , im mugging my butts off .

Sighs , why are you ignoring me ? Did i do something wrong ? I'm sorry i always do things that was bad for me . I just do what makes other happy , not me . You are the only reason that i'm happy now . Don't go .

Long time no post !

2010-01-10T14:23:00.000+08:00

Yes it has been ages since i post , so i should a sweet little one before continuing my kiasu mugging {: haha , school has been as per normal . Well , the normal nagging & falling asleep . Actually ! i was damn proud of myself for not falling asleep in school for two days straight ! was hoping to do it three days straight ! But suay suay i fell asleep during lum's class . Damn tired lo ! Jialat , tomorrow is PE , going to grow fat & heavy le . H&F here i come D': ( im not exaggerating la ! )

Sighs , school is stressful . i just realize i stand no chance for DPA , because the only achievements i have is primary school which totaly SUCK ! ughs , im like totally stressing myself out ! Feel like dying manzxz !

Aiyahs , fxck it . Well i only have myself to blame for not working hard during secondary three now chiong like mad cow . & i really dont have the support of family either :/ Im glad i still have certain people willing to keep me standing {: i love you guys !

As for love ? Well lets put that aside la . I'm done whining {: Had a good cry when i met buddy yesterday & i guess i'll just let fate decide my future . But studies wise , no one can decide for me but myself {: So Cheryl is off to mug ! Ohmy i need to go into ngee ann . It's like soooooooooooo cool ! Oh ! The cheer leaders are HAWT ! i mean i went to NP yesterday , deshawn see le also gaga ~

Moving on ! Went to catch Alvin & The Chipmunks 2 with this idiot ! Haha , keep saying his hair ugly don't want let me take picture ! Stupid asshole ! Somemore still overslept ! Make me go all the way to Toa Payoh just to catch the movie . Haha , but the show was funny la . So cute lo ! i elle-ohh-vee-eee Theodore ! He's so cute ! I just wanna snuggle it to sleep ! So fluffy ! Haha !

Okok , over excitement ! :x So yaya ~After that decided to take 157 back to timah then had a change of mind & decided to cab over to teckwhye to look for buddy & honglee :/ Damn moody . Sooo , i should stop here {: Private stuff are meant to stay private ~ Teehee :x I'll be nice by replying tags !

Tag Replies :
Jane, Unlock what ;woot ?
Winnie, yeah sure dear . Give me a call ! {:
Amanda, See ya soon love !
Weijie, {:
Limin, uh ~ actually i'm kinda dumb . A2 is like something i can achieve when im 50 when i studied the same things for like zillion years . However , im doing my best by mugging dear {:
Jane, you are forever my listening ear ! & i have two more other listening ear ! I love you all !
Passerby, You are ? Haha , it's complicated .

Tired

2010-01-07T22:57:00.000+08:00

I'm quite drain out now .. I thought I had chance but my confidence is being pulled & pulled down .. Dpa will never succeed , I feel very hopeless now .

Worst I have no one to fall on .

Major wake up call

2010-01-05T23:21:00.000+08:00

I'm like sooo stress out now !!! I just checked the cut off point for 2009 for banking and financial and guess what ! I need like ten points to get it !!! That's like the freaking cut off point , I'm on the verge of crying la ! I don't even have the time to on my comp and I'm posting in the middle of the night . I'm like tearing up because I'm super lack of confidence now . Sighs !

SMS him also don't know where he is . Gosh I seriously am about to die .. Please god bless me like crazy ! I'm not only going to talk to you when I need you I promise I'll start talking to you practically everyday .

I need to sleep I'm having a major headache from the stress I'm expirencing now . I'm dying !!

First day of school !

2010-01-05T01:24:00.000+08:00

Yes power blogging time again . I can't sleep again ! & I didn't get my power nap during break today , zzz .. I blame hobo ! :x

So plans for this year ! Hobo , Brendan , Deshawn , slut & I will be visiting numerous library to study to see which is better {: soo stress over o level . I already picked out the five courses I want to choose from ( remember to find out more on Internet when I get the chance use comp ) it's going to be a busy year for me . Cca starts this week & were going to ngee ann open house . I'm thinking of applying for dpa . I need to secure a place for myself .

Didn't sleep the night after rolling on the bed till six , got up and get ready for school . Gave up on trying to sleep cause it obviously ain't working . Zzz , today also :/ fxck school days . I really hope the principal imply school rules after this sec four batch leaves . Wouldn't wanna be under torturous juvenile rules :/

I find my post very ji pua ji pua ! Oh ya , need to find time to on comp send baby her blogskin before she kills me :x & I keep forgetting to call Julie -.- jialat , I'm a major scatterbrained ! ( need ed de meys ? )

Anyway I'm catching Alvin and the chipmunk with LH this Saturday !!! I'm so cite ! Been wanting to watch that show since forever . Should I call pillow along ? Hmm :/

Today was a bullshit day , major headache & serious case of attitude . My voice still seems to be sexy & I can make you faint when I sing {:

Embrace life ! I'm really trying my hardest to get over the fact that your gone and it's progressing la !! Haha , there's more to life . I've lived a fantasy but I live for a dream now {: time has pass , things has changed . You are nothing like what I used to love , so there's nothing holding me back from moving on . Took a last look at those rings that we showed off & the pictures that I love & how I'll make you take peek with me . This are all my sweet memories for 2009 .

This year , it's a new chapter . Though I live a guy that doesn't feel the same for me , I'm contented just having him talking to me . Meeting him was my best ending for 2009 & the greatest beginning for 2010 . I'll never tell him nor will I show {: things are awesome the way it is right ? Well we'll just wait and see ! *smiles*

Going to catch some shut eye now , goodnights ! Zzz , my blog has no tags -.- someone entertain me !

Wishlist for 2010

2010-01-04T02:27:00.000+08:00

I guess it's a little late to do this but what the heck :/ it's like two in the morning and I'm suppose to wake up at six . Since I'm wide awake and I can't use the comp shall do this as a little entertainment for myself {:

1. Do absolutely well for o levels !!
2. Get a good and long lasting boyf . ( I have someone in mind but I can only dream :/ )
3. Start finding all sorts of ways to get income .
4. Be more active in posting . ( I'm trying le la ! )
5. Start being a major nerd ( I can do this ! )
6. Lose major amount of fats ( I gain a zillion pounds during the holiday . )
7. Get myself organise !
8. Start catching up with past years work .
9. Get an average of b3 all year through ( wanting to put a2 but I'm dreaming )
10. Go shopping !
11. Get a red camera !!
12. Get more cash in my pocket . ( this is a must ! )
13. Get a hold of my emotions ( shan't elaborate , best to keep it private . )
14. I need a more exciting life !!!
15. Regain what I had with my friends & family before the major break-up (?)
16. Kiss my shit life goodbye .
17. Stop snoozing in class .. ( yes i've major pig issues )
18. Get more Winnie the pooh to my collection ( latest one was from li hao , thanks a million ! )
19. Redesign my cocked up room !
20. Live everyday with a smile ! ( someone said he'll help me fufill that ! *hint hint* )

That's all I can think of now , trying to get to sleep now ! Ugh , I hate being nocturnal on school days ! I told Bonnie I wish certain teachers were at my bedside now . They are like instant luallaby , they make your system off in a sec , it's like magic !

Don't even know if i'm getting my ass to school tomorrow a not . Heard that the new principal banning hp , like please it's my last year I'm not going to let your juvenile rules destroy my year . I mean seriously we need to contact certain people at important times too . Let see you not bringing your phone to work , it'll be killer for you . So don't ask me to do this .

I rather they just ban everyone from going to school instead . Sighs , so many lovable teachers left , leaving the instant luallaby singers behind . Gosh thinkng of the torment next year already makes me sick .

After such a lengthy post I still can't sleep , awesome shit la -.- I wanna be sixteen fast ! I wanna get nice presents ( teehee I wonder if he comes in a gift box , he'll be my favourite gift ) . Lalalals ~ school is starting soon ! I've decided on what I'm going to do for the next four hours .

Going to plan on how to tie my hair , adjust my hideous uniform ( hmm , I wonder if the new principal came up with any new designs , our school really need to work on their taste in colour . Green is alrights but with so much of it , you simply wanna puke from seeing it . ) oh ya , saw this hot red cover for my itouch , so going to get my hands on it .. I'm broke & I'm still thinking about buying stuff . I bet my pay haven't cone I've already turn bankrupt .

I'm so going gaga over red stuff . My cousin thinks that i'm a bull . When I see red stuff I charge at it . Haha cause I was getting a new hole puncher then I saw the super hot itouch cover . I was so going to charge towards it but the queue was endless and I've waited so long to get so near to the cashier . I had to control myself , it was so torturous okays . It's like watching a Winnie the pooh being grabbed from me . So I had to rush to burger king to meet my cousin to study math & I didn't get my chance to even touch the gorgeous red cover !!! The terror ~

So I did math for like three hours plus straight and we talked about the guy :x okok back to the point , I almost died from doing all the math question . I went looney from doing it la . I was self entertaining and laughing for no reasons la !! Trust me doing math for so long totally kills !

Alrights la , the post is long enough . I shall continue texting Bonnie & mingle with my hair till I eventually fall asleep or not :/

Sudden urge to call nini and head to artbox to get more awesome notebooks . I'm like a loser for pretty notebooks ! Eh ! I was suppose to end the post , zzz ! Nights everyone ! I know you love me so love you back !! Xoxo ~

Fxck.

2010-01-02T22:20:00.000+08:00

Im so pissed off with blogger now . i got close to a hundred zilian peekazxz to post but the bloody blogger don't let me upload picture ! what a slut !! ughs , spoil my mood la . Going post another day la . Bitch blogger !

Love

2010-01-02T19:23:00.000+08:00

Been so reluctant to post lately . Been talking to someone about how I'm feeling lately . People never really see the true you when they are around you . You put up a false front like you're alright but technically you really aren't .

You can hardly catch your breath you simply feel like letting yourself go . You really want to stand up and be there for people that are suffering the same thing as you are but you really don't have the energy to get yourself off the ground . You're tired , you just wanna close your eyes and never open it again .. This isn't what we wanna feel .

We wanna laugh from our hearts , but we have seem to lost that laughter in us . 'i'm alrights.' are those words really true ? Am I really alrights like I claim I am ? I've been hiding my true emotions for so long and I'm submerged in a lie ..

If I had a wish . I'll never wish for you to never enter my life but to cherish you instead of taking you for granted . I would have never let you be the way you are now .. You're not a person like that I believe so .

My fairytale is over . We've gotta move on no matter how reluctant you are to do so . It's not like we have a choice , we just have to get a grip and know that there's someone better that wants you for the way you are . You have to go through so much pain to realise all these . It's an experience , a really worthwhile one .

Time to get a move on . I fell off a cliff so high & I have to depend on myself to get over it and keep on climbing .

It's a new year . Even if it's sucks , at least you know you've tried . Take a deep breath and get back on my feet . Whatever happened made my parents and friends gave up on me . It's time to get up on my own . Cheryl , you've got that one last shot to turn your life around .

With Love , Cheryl O.

I was wrong .

2010-01-01T23:18:00.000+08:00

Yes i've totally moved on from whatever i had with you . It's a promise i made to myself , i'll let you go . It's a new year , i deserve a new & better beginning . I'm pursuing it now .

But still you're still a guy i once loved with my heart & soul . But the you i see yesterday wasn't the you i knew . You will never be this way if you were still the you before . People use to love the you then . I use to be crazy about the you then . What i see yesterday was another guy that look just like you but ain't anything like you .

I hear people say & gossip about how you are now , it sure hurts . To see a friend dearly like you change so much . I don't know if it has anything to do with me but i really am disappointed . I assure you , i'm not the only one that feels this way .

I swear i don't hate her , but i seriously hope you would wake up . There are so much more than looks in this world . I know you still have the you then deep down inside of you . Find it back , you don't have to find someone else . You can change her to be like the you then .

People love the you before , not the you now . Look yourself in the mirror . Do you see a part of you missing ? Your parents are being a bitch over thing but you cried over them , you quarrelled with me because of them . Their ridiculous but they still brought you to this world , it's a truth you can't deny . God made us all this way .

Well , i pray Lord show you the way . The you now isn't someone anyone would want to know or see . We want the you then back . We don't care who you're with , we only care what you've become . There's more of this world you haven't discovered & it sure not time to destroy a bright future ahead of you .

God bless you & Happy New Year .

Stress

2010-01-01T15:13:00.000+08:00

I'm at westmall now , busting my head off trying to understand what I'm doing . Fxck up a math

Year is going to end !

2009-12-31T00:50:00.000+08:00

OH YES ! It's past twelve so i must say , it is the last day of 2009 ! {: & im pretty upset with how im ending the year . I'm coughing so bad & suffering a severe sore throat , haha & guess what . i actually cheered about it with LH cause he's suffering the same thing . How childish :x Well , im coughing like mad cow while posting now , it sucks big time la .

Well im about to summarised everything i posted on my itouch in one post . I swear my post will never be lengthy cause im too lazy to elaborate it so well ! :/ Yes , that make me the worst blogger ever cause i buay tahan typing & blabbing about my life cause it's just a big piece of shit . But at least i blog right ? better than nothing . i'll try to post like some chatterbox that talks a lot la :/ i just need that kind of feel first :x Haven't come back to me . Maybe from next year onwards i'll do so okay ? i'll post in my itouch whatever i did so i dont forget & blab it all out in my blog . Good idea mahs ?

Okays , here i go ! I'm going to start to blab all the shit i can think of {: Zzz , guess what i just found out the dates are all mixed up so HAHA ! no long long post i'll just summarise , i'm damn good at that trust me !

Well first few days of work was exhausting & i started to feel sick ! & to add on the torment , i had to carry things that were bigger & heavier than i am ! I sweat like a dog even in aircon la ! & LH quit like so freaking early , threw me there to entertain myself -.- How awesome of you uh ? Hmph ! Soon after he left , Cheris & Cindy did too . So ke lian lo leave me with that horrendous malaysian fxcker who think he's so hot & cool . But i only have one word to describe him , pathetic . Yes it's insulting but it;s so true . Everyone agrees {:

& on the last few days of work i was sick like some mother fxcker (Sorry for the vulgarities , trying to describe the excrutiating pain i was in .) & i was freaking late for work on that particular day . OHOH ! & i totally miss someone super much on that day , like miss dao want die kind you know :x Worked till 8 & LH came to find me today , super estatic . Miss that panda ! Suay suay i was looking like shit that day so i ended work earlier than usual lo . OH i remember which day liao , it was christmas eve . Worst was everyone in the toy department was falling sick & i was assuming something was very wrong with that place . Got virus . Haha , random talk ~ Well , after work went to find Jane dear & her friend to celebrate my screwed up christmas eve & i stole Jane's santa hat :x Evil me , i know !

We had dinner at Han's . The main course was awesome but the rest was BAD , yes awful awful kind of bad . Oh ! Jane's friend looks very innocent & cute la ! Like want to pinch her like that . Haha . Didnt go to work on christmas cause i couldnt be anymore sick le . If i go to work , i swear i'll faint lo . Fever keeps going up & down . Felt like some dead fxcker :/ Because i didnt go work , my mother fxcking kp-ed me over it , i was pissed la . I didnt want to get sick right ? You think i made myself sick ? If i was so pro i would be doing that during school days la .

But i was guai lan lo , i still ate like huge amount of fried food when it's killing me :x Haha , who cares right ? Kai xin jiu hao !

Christmas was shit la , hmm beside the fact i got a pretty itouch for christmas the rest of christmas was shit . Everyone enjoyed it while i stayed at home and rot like a couch potato , yes emo me . Even my post also so blunt for christmas , sighs ..

Guess what i lost my posting mood le , i'll just use itouch to copy paste everything from here on lo :/ Anywhere i have some picture that im going to put {:

& here's a little something i want to dedicate to someone special that doesnt know :x

I don't think that passenger seat
Has ever looked this good to me
He tells me about his night
And I count the colors in his eyes

He'll never fall in love he swears
As he runs his fingers through his hair
I'm laughing 'cause I hope he's wrong
And I don't think it ever crossed his mind
He tells a joke I fake a smile
That I know all his favorite songs and

I could tell you his favorite colors green
He loves to argue, born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful, he has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him, I'd lie

He looks around the room
Innocently overlooks the truth
Shouldn't a light go on?
Doesn't he know I've had him memorized for so long?

He sees everything black and white
Never let nobody see him cry
I don't let nobody see me wishing he was mine

I could tell you his favorite colors green
He loves to argue, born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful, he has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him, I'd lie

He stands there then walks away
My God, if I could only say
I'm holding every breathe for you

He'd never tell you but he can play guitar
I think he can see through everything but my heart
First thought when I wake up is, "My god, he's beautiful"
So I put on my make up and pray for a miracle

Yes, I could tell you his favorite colors green
He loves to argue oh and it kills me
His sisters beautiful he has his father's eyes
And if you asked me if I love him
If you ask me if I love him, I'd lie

Now replies ! I'm like soooo busy right ? Haha , so seeing my effort to post & reply tags , you guys should really really tag me more ! to encourage me to post ! im serious ! {:

Tag Replies :
Nini. Yes it's a new year & im trying my hardest to push myself up ! Start afresh ! {:
Mav. You got the right cheryl & thank {: i'm better now .
Winnie. Haha , i miss you like crazy much ! im so cite to receive your messages !
Xingzi. Me too laopo ! I'll see you very very soon alrights ?
Inging. Well , im not . But hey , hope to hear from you real soon alrights ? Loves .
Celia. Haha , i'll relink you when i get over my laziness ! {:
Cheris. Same thing :x i'll link you when i get over my laziness :x
Finalphase. Thanks . & you are ?
Geyun. WHY !
Kianhwee. Well that particular post is dont want let people read de :/ but the rest if you cannot read de hua , you really need a pair of spectacles(cool i spelt that without hesitant) .
Passer's. Erms , i stay in love by Mariah Carey {:

YES & finally i've ended my power posting here ! it's tiring to do this manzxz ! i'm lucky i only need to do this once because seriously this kills &

P.S/ im glad no editing of photos is needed , i will die . Instantly !
P.S.S/ Prepare yourself for a post with peekazxz ! Tomorrow is going to be long ~
P.S.S.S/ i love P.S/-ing {:

Life .

2009-12-29T00:09:00.000+08:00

Being in love with you then was so awesome then , having you around . You were everything i ever dreamt of , you were the fairytale that i never had . But now i have to face the truth , you'll just be another memory that i have to learnt to let go .

when im with you , i thought crying , i'll win . But now , i know , tears & attitude dont bring you nowhere . But i'm too late aren't i ? I wish you would look at me again , look at me like how you used to love me but this time i know i'll love you the right way .

Losing you made me realise , you were so much more than i thought you were . i only used words to fool you . But now , words will not be just word , the produce a meaning . A true meaning of love that i understand now . You used to love & cherish me so much that even when i say i love you without any action , you'll sleep so sweet with a smile on your face .

if i could turn things around i would . ugh , why am i talking about this ? im trying to let everything go ! AHH ! i need to let it out & let it go . Unless i can have him back , which is way impossible . Ugh ..

you thought me a lesson i would've never learnt without your existence . You thought me true love . You thought me that , i should cherish & love a person who loves me like you . Thanks for all this , your memories are the best & it's sure unforgettable . I'm so glad you found someone better . Though im still stuck in my thoughts of you , i want you to find your true love too . Waiting for you wont work since you dont even have a space for me anymore .

I'll find my true love , i hope i really do .

Christmas !!

2009-12-25T01:26:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas Everyone !!

Damn sick and I had to skip work today , well happy holidays everyone . Will be back to post very soon ! It's a promise :x

The sad truth .

2009-12-17T10:25:00.000+08:00

Fuck guys , screw them all . Is it so fxcking fun to use another person ? Talked to my dearest bonnie yesterday , and seriously I fxcking hate being used . People know how i'll react to it {:

Had a major panadol drama yesterday after getting to know about it . Imagine you got stabbed again when you already have a broken heart . It's like being killed another time you know ? I wonder how guys do it , they can say they so love you and everything and the next day they are out partying with girls . I hate it when guys go out with their ex crushes , you know the feeling just suck . I had to endure the fact that when i'm around , I was being ignored and when another girl came he went gaga and start talking to her non stop .

To think that it was a lesson that I should start loving people right , guess now it was more of a wake up call . Haha , i'm like back to square one :/ the playing with life me . Isn't it fabulous ? I'm back to doing stuff I shouldn't because getting numb by the pain outside is better than hurting like a dog inside .

Can you believe it ? Being used like an object . What a drama . And seriously , I tried it . Panadol gives asthma attacks :/ very jialat kind . I fainted through the panadol craze yesterday ._. Don't try it at home .

2009-12-09T23:24:00.000+08:00

I'm working lately but I manage to take my pretty pictures when i'm having break {: well , i'm really drained out to post , I don't even have the mood to open the computer . Tired like crap :/ sighs . I'll post when i'm less tired {: and you'll see me flooding the post with pictures of me {: alrights nights !

Exhausting day .

2009-12-07T20:29:00.000+08:00

i was bored & took half candid shot :x havent smile jiu snap ! {: i don't look that bad la ~ just very act cute :x

So i didnt get much sleep :/ was wide awake till like 10 in the morning & slept for one hour then had to rush to lot one to meet shavon & her classmates to watch new moon again :/ i almost fell asleep in the show la . After they watched le , they felt it was damn dumb too . The ending was like ," will you marry me ?" The book is sooooooooo much more interesting . Trust me , really really !

I bet i can sleep damn early today :/ i'm super tired la . Can hardly keep my eyes open . worst is , i almost missed my stop just now cause i slept through the whole bus ride . Aww , i wanna hug winnie the pooh to sleep now but i need to chiong my maple character ~ zzz ._. Yawns , i'm going into maple now . Text me if you're looking for me alrights ? Love you people ! & i'm ending the post with tag reply {:

Last but not least , WeeKiat is doing something that can help you guys to earn money :/ You just have to simply sign up through his site . & it's all for free {: Remember to state your real name & address so that they can send the cheque to you . http://www.emailcashpro.com//?=linweijie click this site & scroll to the bottom , click sign up and sign yourself up & done ! {:

P.S/ i'm so easily touched lately . Watch romance cartoon make me think of my past moments too . Ughs , it sucks . Please go away if there's no future :/

Tag Replies :
J. Sadly i dont know where my passport is :/ if not i can go , parents all out ! :x
Geyun. Wahs , so easy jiu le uh . How come still very pain ~ quick give kiss kiss should be okays a bit :x
Kellie. Hey dear {:
Nini. That day i try cannot , now can le {: Noob blog la :x
Michelle. Haha , thanks sist . I like this genre of songs {:

2009-12-05T19:03:00.000+08:00

Hello again {: missed me ? Haha , life super boring lately . i slept at 10 in the morning , been feeling horrible & cant get any sleep . Slept till 3 or 4 then wake up :/ Ke lian de me , can't sleep lately , at night scared people bite me , so must stay awake make sure no one here :x I'm so bored i'm crapping :/ how awesome right .

Daddy went off to Turkey to eat turkey today {: i cant stand my lame-ness but it's so addictive ! ok la , dont play le . So im stuck at home to take care my grandpa , it's funny la :/ but daddy said i had to so ~ have to sit my ass at home lo D: i was like a sloth the whole day never do anything just lie on the sofa like some dead ass . Until evening decided get my ass up go pompom then on comp play maple ~

so sians , like monster carnival whole day :/ okays , it's 3 in the morning , going to chiong till at least 50 {: then go chiong new mc , like cool only ~ aiyahs who care i like can liaos {: Muahahahs . Yawnzxz , bored . i lost my inspiration :/ actually had a lot to talk about but now kong kong de .

Oh ya ! your caught new moon le mahs ? screwed lo , i watch it with perry & deshawn like few weeks back . watched till midnight -.- They cut off loads of the important parts lo . Go read the storybook trust me it's so much better {: But shan't blame them , they had to squeeze everything into a two hour show . So advice for Ms Ong {: must read story book then you aga aga know what the show saying , cause anyhow jump de . They never say how emo she was then after that how she find the bike & everything . Just show her sit on the si lang chair then spin spin few months pass -.- Bo liao lo , like that i also can make movie le lo . first scene , the grass green green swee swee , then second leave falling , third anyhow put snow -.- my mother also know lo . Okays , i should stop being insulting . & the ending is like PUAKANG . Will you married me ? Then the end . Keep me in suspense , more jialat is they take like half a year to one year just to complete one whole movie . so i have to be kept in suspense for so long , pity myself ~ But i know the ending liaos la :x Want know mahs ? Go read BOOB la {:

Oh ya , just now played halfways with baby suddenly got the urge of eating , tummy grumbling bad . Had the motivation to cook maggi for myself de . But as baby predicted , i was lazy & end up calling mac like 1 in the morning {: Like emo zhar bor , eat alone & watch tv , now full dao wanna puke -.- Jialat , too full cannot , too hungry also cannot :/ very hard to hit just nice .

Eh ~ i got things to say but it slip my mind . Oh ya , anyone up for kbox ? i want to sing song suddenly , very long never open mouth to sing except in the shower . my voice not bad okay , i in shower got open concert de , interested tell me next time i singing inside , you outside hear {: got entry fee de hor .

i gotta stop posting , keep crapping like mad -.- Ughs ~ Hao la , im going to end off my post with tag replies & toodles for the day {: Don't miss me uh , DUH i know you will :D just saying for the sake of it .

Tag Replies :
Serene. Hey baby {:
Wengyi. Yes , Wolfboy is like so dreamy ! {: My husband-to-be , mai snatch uh !
Pearllynn. thanks dear {:
Geyun. Baby , you good lo . Bad thing ask me do D: im hurt ~
Philbert. I'm like so addicted to it :x
Hartini. I like to hartini you leys :x trying find trouble with me uh ! HAHA :x why your links cannot press one , LOUSY SKIN ! unlike , erhem erhem , MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
L.WeiJie. It definitely is not {:
Celia. Haha , sentence structure very wrong :x haha ! Thank la , i also love die you okays ? i know you love me to love you right :x cause i love to love you {: muahahahs !

2009-12-05T03:25:00.000+08:00

Hello , missed me ? Well , im quite done emo-ing or im just immune to it . So i doubt i will mia any longer . Been mapling alone cause i simply hate being around people now , well people do change you know ? Lately my mood has just been totally off . I dont know why , maybe it's pms or some crap , but it's very serious that's all i know :/

Well , i'm loving hartini for the blog post she posted about the loser boys who just simply said they dont love us anymore & walk away . They think we're like tissue , they can just use & throw . Awesome shit eh ? They forgotten the most important shit , we have a heart a rather fragile heart that deeply feels for them . Hahas , you'll love the post . www.h-artiniloyy.blogspot.com . Trying to advertise her blog for her :/ how nice .

So , i shopped a lot with Jane a few days ago , i seriously can't remember which day . But we actually planned on window shopping . Wanted to look around but my cravings got out of hand . Bought heels , bags & etc. Totally declaring bankrupt :/ i spent like $150 + on all those . Bet i'm going to get murdered by my mother when she gets back . Totally getting prepared . But i'm happy with what i bought so i guess the punishment is worth it .

Then i met bonnie to AMK that day to get my nebo card renew :/ laughed like mad while eating ajisen . i totally can't remember what we laughed about but i swear i laughed till buay tahan . I bet if i continue laughing like that for one full hour , i'm belly-less . i look like i have beer belly la :/ shit , starting to look like that pregnant father of mine . Jialat , i need to go on a major diet like damn soon . i can't handle the fat-ness .

Today met up with baby , ppzm & Jane , go eat prate at Gombak :/ Hmm i love the banana but baby keep throwing her banana to me ! ppzm more cute plain prate & plain square prata only shape difference but he jiu shi yao plain square prata :/ then babe more quite , whole day machiam kana tongue tied , say thing always wrong , her sentence structure also sibei jialat . But we laughed like mad la , had hell loads of fun . I remembered one thing was baby drink water then she choked & coughed on ppzm . We both laughed till cannot catch our breath but babe & ppzm like blur diao . We wanna tell them what happened but totally cannot catch our breath to say anything . We eat hao le decided to order otah . Baby & babe complained spicy but to me like normal ~ Not bad la , the food was nice . Babe like little girl , go play with her food . Down there keep anyhow mix tissue , newspaper & a lot of crap onto her plate . She still ask me taste -.- Walao , see le almost puke still ask me eat machaim want my life .Then we went to buy shaker fries , like eating none stop . Sat down & eat together , eat dao almost puke ._. was freaking full :/ Finished eating we went over to MRT station to trained back to batok to take 61 home . But the fxcking bus was taking it's own sweet time , came home tio screwed by my dad .

Played maple & totally lost my mood . Fxcking no one pei me all alone walk here walk there machiam loner . Fxck the boredem , fxck the moodswing , fxck it all seriously , ugh . I'm getting reallt distracted by everything now so i'll stop blogging , tags will be replied & i guess i'll upload some cocky pictures of me tomorrow . So ya , that's about it from me today .

P.S/ Listen to my new blog song . The very first one . Seriously , it speaks for me .

Tag Replies :
Qinying. I'll relink you soon {:
JingTing. Hey girl , miss hanging with you . Is it possible for you to contact me ? I lost yours :/
Geyun. Kill my mother not me :x
Pb. Thanks dear , i hope that's true . & yes , i wish to have someone awesome soon too {:
Amanda. You & me no fate la D: so cannot see you :x Haha , call me out la {: then can see my pretty face {: i know you miss it dear .
-L-Babyx3~. Hmmm , what name you want me put as nehs ?
Winnie. Life sucks a lot :/ But im still surviving for now . Hey , havent heard from you for years :x Call me up la dear !

2009-11-28T01:21:00.000+08:00

i wanted to post about what happen yesterday & today . but something got in the way & im not quite in the mood . so i guess i wont be blogging for awhile .

Fam Battle.

2009-11-25T23:12:00.000+08:00

Yeaps , the day ended quite decently {: hmnms , woke up around 3 plus . i wanted to sleep till 6 plus but grandpa ask me to wake up & have lunch , so bo bian .

so text-ed with baby {: haha . she pei-ed me play maple awhile cause audi was under a certain maintenance . play awhile jiu damn sians le , so went back to audi .

hahas , kian destroyed fam blog :x so bo bian must fix everything . suay suay . the wallpaper suddenly not working so have to faster find new wall paper . then chiong inside audi join them . Hahas , we played with our alliances -Kisses- . We had three rounds of fam battle & my dearest cupids win all {: clap for us !

short little post today {: i shall update tomorrow {: im going to bed le , i have to go school for CIP tomorrow {: i love blogging ! that's just lame crapping :x

Day Out.

2009-11-25T17:02:00.000+08:00

Hello {: Went Lot 1 yesterday to meet bonnie to play the new game in the arcade {: it's created by the DJ max crew so there's all the DJ max's song inside :x haha ! it's addictive okays ! :x my nebo expired so we decided to have ajisen before going off to ang mo kio ! {:

yummy rights ? want some ? DREAM ON ! wahahahs :x im just being plain evil la , but i have the urge to eat it again :/ tummy grumbling D: Opps :x off topic ! so we ate & the waitress was like flirting some fat ass & friend at the table opposite us , totally a turn off ! -.- lucky i didnt lose my appetite :x bonnie was being an asshole the whole time eating , she kept on choking & act as if she was crying over some dramatic scene -.- JUVENILE :x

so we took an mrt to AMK {: then we went gaga over some guy who looks so close to perfect , smart & good-looking ! OHMY ! you should have see it ! :x Gosh , i shouldnt be talking about this :x so wrong right ~ & i did a lot of catching with bonnie {: discussed my recent troubled issue with her :/ She feels my pain for me D:

so we went to the nebo cafe to get my card renew-ed & i played PIU {: i think i grew old :/ first song jiu tire out :/ poor little cheryl D: HAHA ! we went to buy drinks then went to the bus stop to go home & meet yunxin & jethro {:

we went over jethro's house to play WII {: oh i love playing guitar hero ! but i can hardly sing any of the songs D: only like one or two of them . I DID NOT BAD LO ! we played till 11 plus then went back to my house & started audi .

OHYA ! im so estatic ! {: they changed back the patcher so i wont have to lag for fifteen minutes before the game actually starts ! YAY for me :x alrights ~ shan't crap no more ~ my brain juice just died out :x

P.S/ im very bored lately !

Tag Replies :
Celia - Haha , im not that emotional la :x

2009-11-23T23:14:00.000+08:00

short post for today before i go mapling with perry & deshawn ! wonder if limin will log in later :/ haha , well ! there isnt much to post so i guess i'll entertain myself by bullshiting whatever i did today {:

i woke up at 2 plus , then went to the living room & slept again ! sms-ed multiple people & got irritated . quarrelled with someone & someone came to the rescue ! everything got worst but turned out fine in the end *this is stupid*

played maple then play audi then off everything & went off the watch legally blonde 1 & 2 *i must say it's funny !* & i've finished watching and im freaking hungry -.- damn ! dede , get me some food :/ im trying to make you hungry , you see :x haha ! alrights , what a lovely post . i shall reply tags & say goodbye for the day ! {:

P.S/ i'm a twitter lover ! FOLLOW ME YOU HEARD !

P.S.S/ im starting to love P.S-ing {: HAHA !

Tag Replies :
Celia - Emotional is good okays ! i know how to love a person right :x HAHA ! rubbish ~ at home can sleep like pig , where will bored ! :x
Serene - BABY ! haha , you sound so emotional :x HAHA , IMY too la ! got time i come out and find you when you're at work alrights ? LOVE YA !
Geyun - I KNOW YOU WANT I KNOW YOU WANT ! LAI LAI ~

A new me .

2009-11-22T21:20:00.000+08:00

today was boring la ! my sleep was disrupted D: my horrible mother turned off the aircon & open the window without lifting the blinds . so the damn blind pissed me off damn badly , it kept on hitting against the window pane making hell loads of noises la ._. couldnt sleep well at all . poor me still had insomnia the night before :/ & dumb perry throw me alone cause he was tired . what a pig :x

so woke up & went to iluma again ._. but daddy tagged along today . didnt find anything quite nice la :/ nothing caught my eye . wanted to go bugis street to walk around but i can barely even get in so i gave up after trying for 2 mins . at least i put in effort to try :x

went over to my mother's workplace to get some "important" things {: & joy laughed at me throughout la ! thank uh sist , i love you to the max eh -.- screw that little scum ! :x i'm super upset la , the button on my pants scratch my phone screen & it has an awful mark there D: ask my dad get me screen protector like want his life like that -.- forget it ! make sure he find a way to fix my screen or i'll give him death ! {: no la , im an innocent girl la okays ? {:

so exhausted la D: i wanna sleep but i wanna play audi too D: but the stupid laptop of mine aint working with me , die die dont let me use audi it keeps hanging & hanging & hanging ! its like against me or something :/ pfft !

neverminds , shall disturb people in msn {: before i go , ERHEM ! tags running low uh ~ so poor thing i got nothing to reply to D: only got this weirdo here plucking my ass hair :x HOR GEYUN HOR ~ hahas ! alrights , that's all from me today .

p.s/ im addicted to twitting , somebody kill this addictions ! because twitting machiam talking to myself :/ bad for health la !

p.s.s/ i think im getting very crappy .

p.s.s.s/ i remember i have something to ps about but i can't remember :/

p.s.s.s.s/ i remember liaos , want jio me out this is the best time uh . from January onwards i have to start mugging for o's le . a bit kia si , kia su , kia fail . so ya la , JIO ME OUT NOW ! i mean seriously ! no joke !

Tag Replies :
Geyun - Not bad not bad ~ smooth smooth de :x you want touch touch & try ? haha !
Celia - HAHA ! now must at home more {: you'll be my motivation to post more . but no one tag hor a bit pull down my mood D: i have a emotional heart ~
Isaac - nope ! you're my big piece of blubber :x so when i mention your name , i'll definitely say BIG PIECE OF BLUBBER ! imy la idiot , when are you free ? i miss your phone calls late at night asking me go westmall cause you , eric & clarence are bored :x
Qinle - Hahas , thanks . enjoy your holidays too & last long with your boyf {: God bless you !

Boredem .

2009-11-20T12:20:00.000+08:00

Hellos ! i haven't been posting much lately :/ been rather busy surprisingly . Ugh , i'm trying to dig out time to go to amk to fix my nebo that has expire D: anyone wanna come along ?

haha ! i'm like so addicted to the new game in arcade , it has oblivion okays ! i love that song to the core . so , my mother about to fly to london in tuesday & i'm glad im not going im starting to feel sick getting on the plane ._. i hate being in enclosed area for hours . it's like death ! ohmy !

daddy will be leaving for korea to take a singaporean group for tour so im more or less stuck at home with my grandpa ._. maybe your can come by & play {:

well , i really feel damn bored lately . i dont have the time nor cash , to get myself groomed -.- i feel so distorted lately like i need to wear a mask out or something . this is feel horrendously horrible . im just crapping la , trying to act pro , make post damn long ! {:

OHYA ! i had my dinner till 12 am yesterday {: how cool is that . i feel like a pig lately , i sleep at 4 plus , wake up at 2 pm , on my comp start mapling or audition-ing . when it's lunch or dinner time , i'll just go have it & im back at the comp . & this cycle goes on & on . i think i'll put on weight like that la ! cannot cannot , anyone want to pei me go jian fei ? we go cut out fats out ! {:

okays la , im doing something healthy today . i'm going to go shopping . so toodles ! {: i'll be posting laterz or tomorrow . & i do miss zilian-ing D: but with my distortedness lately , i better dont scare your off :x haha ! love die yous peepos ! s'muackkies s'muackkies ! :x

P.S./ i do a lot of tweeting lately {: so you can look at my twitter & see what's going on in my life {: do follow me too !

Tag Replies :
Pearllyn - Thanks dear {:
Macdeline - Haha , yeaps . I'm better already but still , take good care of him . God bless your {:
Celia - YA ! glad you know uh ~ hope to see your tag more often okays ? love you !
Geyun - Thank la ! You must be the reason why my ass feels so hairless lately ! :x haha ! im bored too la , so lets rot tgt {: maybe i'll pluck yours too !

2009-11-18T14:39:00.000+08:00

This explains everything i feel , this is what my heart really feels .

Moving On ..

2009-11-17T13:19:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was damn tiring ! My sleeping time was haywired so when i went out with von & co. i am dead tired . But neverminds la , i have my lovelies to pei me right {: so we went to cc , then had lunch & headed to lot .

Went arcade to play with von ddr , and UGH ! i stink at it D: i couldnt pass the various songs that i passed before D: emo shit . We played jubeat too & the new game that was by DJ max , ohmy la ! von & i are totally addicted to it :x OH i forget to mention , i saw isaac there too ! Damn him , he tempt me . UGH ! cannot cheryl cannot !

Saw kian said hello then after that went off back to teckwhye to find akif & huiyao . von bus-ed home with huiyao leaving akif , wipawan , qi long , ah lei , shi hui , jiayi & me there . didnt wanna go home alone so i sms-ed perry see if he want pei me :x & he did ! sweet little boy ! hah !

by the time we got back close to 9.30 already . so we headed over to beauty world get something to eat then went over boon tong kee get some food for my dad & grandpa . then pei perry wait for bus {: haha ! i ask him kiss a monkey ! :x so mean but it's fun to kiss an orang utan ! is it counted as a monkey ? i think so la ! okays off topic already , after that i came home then maple-ed so sians . doing things over & over again . played till one , called perry on the phone we decided to watch movie ! {: haha , we kept quiet on the phone all the way , too engrossed in the movie . watched till 4 plus , my mother came back . hung up perry's call & shut my comp immediately . Then texted perry for like 5 mins i fell asleep .

& it's one now . anything i should do in particular ? haha , i shall post later . im rather grumpy now cause i just woke up . Yawns .

I'm sorry . It was the wrong time & day .

Tag Replies :
Macdeline - Okays .
Passerby - Thanks dear {:

Now all that's left are just memories.

2009-11-16T00:55:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the absence this past week . Due to the funeral i had to stay overnight at hougang for the past few days . Slacked with elisa , melissa & the rest of my cousins . I had perry to pei me sms too {: see im nice i mentioned your name perry ! give you credit for this past few days !

i didnt get enough sleep so when i got my ass home today, i just lay on the sofa & fell asleep . till NOW ! which is like 11 plus . OHGOSH ! im going to find something to eat & sleep again , what a pig :x shall post tomorrow ! LOVE YOU !

Tag Replies
J - I MISS YOU SAYANG SAYANG !
Sheralin - Which sheralin are you ? :x
Xingzi - LAOPO !
Clairis - Thanks dear {:
Shavon Tan - Yes dearie {: relink-ed !
Celia - Haha , i miss you la girl {: stay beautiful too !
Shavon. - Unbeautiful
Sherry - You have le rights ?
J- Relinked le {:
Anna - Bo jio me out ! you know my pattern is at home wait for phone de :x
Celestene - Hey girl {:

The smiles you left remains.

2009-11-16T00:15:00.000+08:00

You left us with the best memories & we'll miss you real bad .

Great Granny is 95 & she kicked the bucket on Monday . Im badly affected by it . I was not allowed to pay any visit to her when she was in hospital because i was having exam & without any warning she left us just like that . i didn't get to see the last of her . So before i end off this post , i would happily dedicate a little note to you .

Though we were never close , you still play a part in my life .
We always visited you once or twice every year & you never fail to remember who i was even when your memory isn't that good .
You would always hold me in your hands and give me a sweetest smile with those wrinkly skin but to me you're simply adorable .
But when my parents told me you were in the hospital i could only worry but nothing else , i didn't have a chance to see you for the last time .
But you brought on a smile even though you're in pain .
You've shown care towards everyone even though you know you can't make it no more .
You left us all with a piece of you before you go & i must say ,
You're the best Grand Granny anyone could ever have .
God will forever be blessing you .
& We will forever be missing you .

2009-11-09T23:00:00.000+08:00

Busy like crap lately la , people holiday & im having tuition every single day ! Because of the horrendous math test we just took that i failed by 17 marks of careless mistakes how emo ! aiyahs , pass or no pass chen will make me stay back de -.- so no difference made lo ~

so after i ended maths around 4.30 , i had to rush home for a math tuition till like 10 -.- i just showered & im tired like an ass now . i thought i could go enjoy enjoy in audition then that slutty game just wont let me enter ~ yesterday still working perfectly well , thrashing perry happily de lo ! then today $%^&#$%^#$%

well shall go neopets slack awhile {: then i'll go lalaland to admire myself :x haha ! i love demi lovato's Dont Forget . It really shows what i'm feeling now {: somehow it cheered me a little . Hope my mood changes back to normal before my dearests girls & bro come back from camp . Hope their having a blast .

That's all for today ba , my head is hurting awfully bad now cause i stupidly knock myself on the basin , how pleasant right ? Gosh , i wouldnt wanna go to school with a bump D: it hurts terribly la ! Jane , i want sayang sayang ! :x

Tag Replies :
Macdeline - {:
Xiaohui - Uhs ? link ?
Shavon - Maybe as promoter for my uncle but i still need your job yaws D: in need of $$ :x
Kellie - Opps , forget mahs :x haha but i do miss you ! you seemed to change rather loads :/
Cheryl Yeo - Hahas , will do it asap {:
HongLee - Hehe :x thank you la !
Amanda - Thanks dearest {:

2009-11-08T23:48:00.000+08:00

This will be my new baby in three days time {: oh gosh ~ & i'll have the same phone as kian & yun ! teehee ~

Truth is kept hidden .

2009-11-08T17:52:00.000+08:00

Well , im busy like a bee lately & i still am . i packed my room till now & it's still not done ! yeaps , that's how terribly messy my room is . Suppose to go find my dear von today but i seriously cant dig out any time . But luckily im an ass that doesnt know how to clean , left all the cleaning to my mother while i just pack .

Gosh , really lack of time lately . Ugh , i'll post soon with a more detailed post . Mood hasnt really been good :/ loads of things in my head & really leaving me in tears lately . Haha , everyone has a time that they'll break down right ? Dreams can only hold me for so long ..

Alrights , im going to continue packing . All well ends well . Maybe should really go back to church soon . I hate how i'm right now .

Time to grow.

2009-11-07T13:52:00.000+08:00

Last night I tried but I couldn’t sleep,
thoughts of you were in my head,
I was lonely and I needed you next to me
Life is harder since you left
I never meant to do you wrong
But now all is said and done
I hope you wont be gone too long, Nooo

Chorus:
Where do I go, what do I do,
I can’t deny i still feel something,
And girl I wish, you could say you feel the same,
You’ve broken the bond, I gotta move on,
But how do I end this lonely feeling?
You’ve gone, I’m here, alooone,
I guess it's time to grow

I try to speak, but my words never catch the air
Like you never knew i was there
Take me back to the days when you really cared
Can we make love reappear?
I can't go on the roads too long
And now all is said and done
I can't go forward if my heart's still where I’m coming from
ooooohhh

Chorus:
Where do I go, what do I do,
I can’t deny I still feel something,
And girl, I wish you could say you feel the same,
You’ve broken the bond, I gotta move on,
But how do I end this lonely feeling?
You’ve gone, I’m here, alone,
I guess it's time to grow

Crying time is over
I know I can’t control her
Feelings, if she won’t return, then I guess I’ll be a man and move on

Time to grow!
And move on; make life better than it was before,
I think I can make it,
And move on, make love better than I did before
Time to grow!
And move on, make life better than It was before,

Though you've gone
And I’m here alone
I guess it's time to grow
Grow,
I'm grown.

To-do List.

2009-11-06T23:21:00.000+08:00

Well , finally it's friday {: no more horrible bridging & my brain can finally take a break . Though the holidays are approaching in one week time , there is still loads to do . I've settled down with a job which most likely starts right after bridging & ♥ will be working too .

ugh , im leaving all the ♥ in black today cause im in a foul mood & i just dont feel like highlighting it today .

So before the day ends , i need to plan out my To-do List for the holiday . & changes will be made next week after all the homework have been given out {:

Complete Additional Mathematics 100plus questions .
Complete Social Studies Holiday Assignment
Get nails done with my dears .
Trim eyebrow .
Rebond & trim my hair {i decided to cut it a little shorter}
Buy heels !
Find vintage shoes .
Buy pumps .
Restock my clothes .
Restock make-ups .

Those are the things that i can remember {: shall update when more things pop in my head . i killed many brain cells today thank to the horrid a math test . Ughs , all the best for my O's !

Tag Replies :
Sherry - Yes dear , i miss les-ing with you :x
Amanda - Haha , alrights {:
Tatsuhiro - Nahs , doubt it will be mine D:
Clairis - It's curly and it pokes my eyes real bad now . It just seems like a bad hair day every single day , it's THAT bad :/
Macdeline - Haha , thanks {: Last long with MJ too . Love die yous !
J - Hmm , im so busy i dont have much time to kiss my comp :x is that busy enough ? :/
Anna - Silly you are the boob not me :x haha , i miss you like dead meat ! Lols , what a weird description .
Kellie - Hey dear , when will be the next time i see you uh ? that time go your house then jiu never see you le , we havent meet for close to one year le ! oh gosh ~ hurry meet up ! i met you before i broke up lo ._. walaos that's like 8 or 9 months long le leys :x

Maple !

2009-11-04T00:09:00.000+08:00

not in the mood to post today . so , hmm i'll leave the excitement for tomorrow {:

Nuffnang Ad .

2009-11-02T21:01:00.000+08:00

Advertorial

Hellos again ! Haha , so my very first advertorial post in this blog . Well it's simple actually , my dearest nuffnang is opening up contest & well i have my eyes on the HOT DANG gift . Well it's not a toy , money or whatever kiddo thing you can think of . But ..

It's this HOT DAMN CAMERA , can you see it ! it's the Canon Powershot SX20 IS Digital Camera ! Hello look at it , it's calling my name already la ! So so , if you are a kind soul , you would know that dear cheryl wants this real badly right ?

My Favourite Canon Moment!

See this cute angmoh baby boy , he's telling you now ," GIVE CHERYL THE CAMERA , LOOK INTO MY EYE ~" It's clearly saying that , you know i know , we all know ! go do a good deed today okays ?

give this little thing a click & WOOHOO , you've just voted cheryl to win the HOT DANG camera , haha ! simple right ? SO GET CLICKING ! GOGO ! ~ *teehee* CAMERA COME TO ME ! YOU'RE MINE ! AWWW ~

Boring day !

2009-11-02T19:53:00.000+08:00

Hellos earthling {:

well ~ long day today . & it's the first day of bridging , sadly im suffering from monday blues & worst of all i've been having a severe stomach pain since yesterday night , poor cheryl ! oh ! ♥ was more jialat ._. he slept at 5pm yesterday night & guess what time that pig woke up . told me 7pm wake up le in the end today 8am then wake up ._. make me worry for nothing , stupid ♥ .

so im suppose to reach school by 8 but i got on the bus at 8 & reached school around 8.30 , totally ready to screwed by ms chen but she didn't ! wahahahs :x but my monday blues killed my motivation to continue the day fresh ._. after chen's lesson was lum , oh thank god she's not taking us for english next year . it'll be narain . well , confirm need to guai like crap le , later tio screwed D:

lum was rather nice today , although i totally didnt listen today she didnt kept us back yet she let us off early by half an hour {: went out find my dears & huiyao . stupid ♥ so no fate with me D: i gang gang hao go in le then ♥ came -.- stupid . had mother tongue which was UGH ! i tried listening but im sorry loy , the lesson was incredibly boring . i tried to give you my full attention but you're too boring . im giving up on chinese . so i guess i rely on english , e math , history , combine humans & science for my L1R4 , im totally going to throw the rest away cause i cant get a shit to my head . & i just dont catch any balls . but well , i'll try to listen during bridging maybe i can get a little tiny bit & maybe get a decent pass :/

well went out to find ♥ after school . he was nasty ! i left my bag at blk 1 :x but i didnt wanna go back as i was at blk 2 . so i disturb ♥ ask him take for me , suddenly he turned so guai lan :x die die dont want take for me :x so i fa pi qi , go take myself then i went off find my dears , dont want him le :x after that ♥ went off to gombak & i went blk 8 with my dears , huiyao & akif {: then i went off le cause very tired & restless . stupid stomach killing me D:

came home bathe use comp & i feel like playing with curler anyways my hair already cui like dunno what pattern . YAWN ! im bored . shall go pack my bed then watch tv & sms my ♥ . i'm so happy though im tired :x

sudden urge to say ," ♥ , i love die you la !" so nice of me right {: okays , signing off here . don't miss me earthling :x i love you !

Tag Replies
Sarah - Thanks {:
Buddy - Thanks buddy , i miss you la ! when will i be seeing you again ? :/
B★KEL - Haha ! Exaggerated la :x thanks anyways {: haha , dont over high uh sister ~ i miss you , meet up soon aites ? love you many many {:
Tatsuhiro - What's with the BOOM ! LOL !
Kiianhwee - What a wonderful tag idiot :x

Completed, i guess.

2009-11-01T16:32:00.000+08:00

After much consideration , i've decided to leave my blogskin this way because i really don't have the mood to continue redo-ing it over & over again . i know it seems rather UGH . but please show some appreciation la {:

still if there's any negative comments , feel free to tag it , it'll simply just be deleted & no replies will be recieve . call me a chicken for doing so but im just doing a mature thing , i ain't stirring up a conflict of no sense & it's a total waste of time dontcha think so too ~

so i'll be using this & onsugar . because i think my onsugar really rocks , so i have no intention of closing it down but i'll remove the cbox from it cause like very extra . & i think shoutmix is of better use {: though im having a little difficulties with the colour coding which pisses me off . cause i seriously can't blend it with the skin . UGH ! horror !

changed all the songs only i stay in love with you remains {: haha , oh ya ! blog links . i've delete most of the inactive blog links cause i was too darn lazy to relink & i couldnt find their current links . so be a kind soul people . leave me a tag so i can relink you !

what else what else ~ hmms , i think that's all . ~~i'll edit this post if there is anything that i left out~~ {: so haha ! enjoy the new blog alrights ? Love you people ! s'muackkies s'muackkies !

Editted .

i took this right before i got my fugly haircut . though im having a bad hair day , GOSH ! this hair is still so much better la ! D: i miss my hair D: i need $ to get my hair done ! damn , ask ♥ to yang me already :x poor ♥ going to suffer badly :x

aww , im super imba worried for ♥ , haven't heard from him since 5 & that ass told me he'll text me at 7 ._. bad ♥ ! ughs , tomorrow is bridging program & my motivation is still running low at let me see .. ZERO . o's next year , STRESSED .

im going to pamper myself this holiday then study like a nerd during the holidays already , i cant afford to take o's over & over again . im going to shine ! do incredibly well and let everyone receive a terrible shock {: oh im a bad bad girl in a good way ._. i dont make any sense at all . neverminds ! im happy about it .

i love my blog , i love the songs , i love my ♥ , i love myself , i love my von , i love my rene , i love my clique , i love life {: i hope to see ♥ tomorrow ~ yawns , goodnights earthling , im tired & tomorrow is first day of bridging , lets hope ♥ would interrupt my sleep so i know he's fine ! toodles ! post tomorrow {:

Tag Replies
B/abyKellie - Thank love {: love die you !
April - Thank for the tag babe !
Polar - Haha , i got job confirm will call you de la {: & silly didi , you see me all the time :x Last long long too !
Amanda - Haha , thanks babe ! Call me up when you're free {: i'll be waiting to see you !
Perry - You're an ass la . Haha , ask me play maple at wrong time ! haha :x but be honoured , i still wei le ni go update that dumb patch & play with you . See you tomorrow dumb !