Fuck guys , screw them all . Is it so fxcking fun to use another person ? Talked to my dearest bonnie yesterday , and seriously I fxcking hate being used . People know how i'll react to it {:

Had a major panadol drama yesterday after getting to know about it . Imagine you got stabbed again when you already have a broken heart . It's like being killed another time you know ? I wonder how guys do it , they can say they so love you and everything and the next day they are out partying with girls . I hate it when guys go out with their ex crushes , you know the feeling just suck . I had to endure the fact that when i'm around , I was being ignored and when another girl came he went gaga and start talking to her non stop .

To think that it was a lesson that I should start loving people right , guess now it was more of a wake up call . Haha , i'm like back to square one :/ the playing with life me . Isn't it fabulous ? I'm back to doing stuff I shouldn't because getting numb by the pain outside is better than hurting like a dog inside .

Can you believe it ? Being used like an object . What a drama . And seriously , I tried it . Panadol gives asthma attacks :/ very jialat kind . I fainted through the panadol craze yesterday ._. Don't try it at home .