There's more to me that you don't see.

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I'm Cheryl Kimberly Ong , 16 this year .
Sono vani e di malumore, ma che sono solo io. Sono sempre urla e grida, ma che sono solo io. Amo il colore rosso, perchè mi fa sorridere. Vorrei vedere lui al di là dell'arcobaleno, una volta che la tempesta finisce. Non smetterò mai aspettato questo giorno a venire, perché è ciò che voglio.
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Moving on..

I want a new life, one that won't remind me of him. I know i've been changing my blog link frequently but this is for sure the last time. To be very honest with you, i've been through multiple relationship and the only one that affected me so much was him, lwk. So much that it has brought me to a state that i never thought i would reach. pretending to me someone im not, pretending im happy when im obviously not.

time to let go. these four words say it all. im ready. with God, W450 & My Clique, i know this road will be easier already. Knowing that they'll be there to catch me when i fall, knowing that they'll love me through anything and of course, they'll always be there for me.

So let me have an awesome start with a new chapter in life with these people in my life. I've moved on, this time with people holding my hand, changing me to the right path i'm suppose to walk. Thank you guy, i love you!

i will not stop blogging but i'll just stop being here. From now, i open a new page in life.

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Awesome days ahead (!!!)

Super late update i know! haha, had been following through a rather hectic schedule lately. there's something that needs to be done every single time! gosh, i feel so tired and used up. but hey! everyone goes through obstacles every one in awhile, the main thing is, forever remember that Lord will lead you out!

Friday was a rather relaxing day. School was as usual! Oh, i had my MidYear for History, screwed it bad. i totally blank out halfway through the paper. Bonnie too. the paper was one and a half hours, we finish it around one hour fifteen minutes. We both actually loitered around in the HOD room, super daring. we were walking here and there wondering whether we could leave or not. funniest crap was Bonnie realised she held a pen in her hand that wasn't hers, then she realise she actually just anyhow took something from Mrs Tang's table! we tried containing our laughter cause there was another HOD in the office, laughs! Mrs Tang was imba nice, she wrote me a letter to let me out of school cause i was afraid that i would not be able to make it when they leave for training at cc.

ended up, when i finished the paper, they just went out. so it was totally not needed for her to write that letter. well, training was a total fraud, cause we weren't able to get any courts at the stadium so the stupid training ended up to be some survivor crap. totally not into it so went to CC basketball court find huiyao they all. slacked till cc ended then decided to meet pris & slacked at CC with the rest of the clique.

suddenly, hell loads of people were in the basketball court so dalia & harvin suggested to go blk 3. headed down & realise something was going on at blk 2. haha, totally ignored it cause she was there and walked to blk 3 with pris. the rest soon caught up with us then we slacked at blk 3! {:

Lols, camwhored at blk 3. totally spamming pictures with my new baby camera! happy ttm! like got any chance of taking picture i would take. even when the rest came to blk 3 settle some unnecessary troubles, i was snapping pictures there. what a way to emphasize the atmosphere. taolong & harvin were retards doing the french kissing pose, gosh totally seems super real! and harvin & i tried teaching pris how to smile, i know it's imba ridiculous! Laughs!

Came home after that & uploaded the pictures then went to bed. Of course, i bathed! :D

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Today, met up with Gavin, Daohong and a gal (Can't remember her name.) to go for prawning at Bishan, rain was terrible and the thunder+lightning totally scare the hell outta me! overall the day wasn't that bad.

i learnt how to pluck the pincers off the prawns! haha, when i was talking to Jon about it, i called it fangs! mad funny, cause when i'm young the only time i came in contact with such stuff was when i went fishing with my Godma in Taiwan. & during those time, pincers were called kiap kiap & even TONGS. so ya, Jon totally laughed at me D:

we prawn-ed till 7 and headed back to Bishan for dinner! i was having a fetish for Mac, however the place was packed so we headed to Long John instead. i was mad hungry eh, didnt eat anything at all. so it was like first meal of the day! poor poor cheryl.

after the meal we all headed back. haha, daohong was bloated so he seem to have a beer belly which was mad joker. he could do tricks to it that got me and vin laughing like mad! haha, those two jokers made my day. haha.

vin got home late and overshot probation time, totally forgotten to ask him how was it. but as for me, mummy was surprised i came back so soon. haha, she even exaggerated about it, psst! ~ haha, showered and uploaded picture. suppose to webcammy with kenneth but totally slip my mind & he no mood alr, boohoo! that haly turning emo nemo le! haha, okays la, i'm quite done posting for the two days i missed out.

prolly staying at home the entire day to study, promise to mummy. so goodnights! oh, i camwhored a lot la. so ya, scroll down & you'll see!

i told ya! haha, i loveeeee my camera oh-so-much! make camwhore-ing such an easy task. i never regret getting this baby! haha, alrights! really need to sleep alr. going to get heavy heavy eye bags soon cheryl! i don't want to be the next YapLiHao, haha miss that panda.

P.S./ can you talk to me?! i miss you lahs! -.-

Don't be upset that it ended, be happy that it happened.

Back from icecream session with Kenneth (!!!)

School was terrible today! I woke up with a severe tummy pain that comes & go anytime. Super irritating. I kept breaking out in cold sweat & i can't really focus in whatever i'm doing. Unluckily, first period was Mdm Asmahan! The moment i just put my head on the table, she called my name. But i had to tolerate it la, after all she has no idea i'm in pain.

Tolerated with the on/off pain till 2. Rushed to poly with Bonnie, Deshawn & Priscilla. Took the number and went to wait for my turn. As predicted, it was bloody slow. Shavon came soon after to accompany me. Haha, got my MC for absence from History.

Then Priscilla accompanied me home to get ready to go westmall get some stuff :D Then waited for Kenneth to come & meet me! Then Priscilla went to find Von then Kenneth & i headed off to Timah for icecream! Haha, Took 61 & made Kenneth carry everything for me! Thanks uh :D When he peep-ed into my stuff, i decided to go take a look & i bum-ed him in the head! LOL! We kept on laughing. imba!

Walked to udder to have icecream. Wanted Kenneth to have the alcoholic one but he got cookies & cream instead! Psst! :/ i got mint & i loooooveeeeeeeee it! {: But i took imba long to finish it! Haha, good friend of mine helped me packed my super messed up wallet, thank uh! {: then headed back to timah after icecream. He started complaining that he almost lost his way that day cause i made him went through some super complicated route to the bus stop, mad funny! i laughed all the way until i saw daddy at the lift. Paiseh to the max!

Okays, keep everyone in suspense by stopping there! {: Actually it simply ended like that. Okays, i got my Samsung ST550! Happy like mad! See the picture above! I didn't do anything to edit it! It's the awesome camera's effect! Pretty right! I know la! LIKE DUH!

Alrights, crapping alr. Going to revise a little bit more to prepare for tomorrow make-up paper. & i'm going to have a conference with minmin & the rest! Toodles :D

I love you, really! (L)

Okays, quick post before i head off to read History note so that even if i screwed my papers, i wont screw it that bad! Laughs.

So well, this two days was hectic. Yesterday was the first choir practice. haha! Found out imba loads of things okays! Well, i really need to update my wardrobe! & i'll be up on stage in two weeks time! It's not long okay! It will be here in a blink of an eye, trust me!

Today was tiring. i reached school super imba early at 7. i don't know why, usually i'll be there like right on the dot. surprisingly, i reached school imba early lately. Sighs, but during school time, i can hardly keep my eyes open! Even during Mdm Prema's exciting lesson, i find it hard for me to keep my eyes open! i'm chui ttm.

Lucky us, core students get to leave early today, so i went to Priscilla's place to get some studying done. Okays la, i didn't do much, was using internet in her place, i couldn't concentrate, really. I wonder what's wrong with me lately. My mind tends to wander somewhere else although i'm in class.

Ohya! Just now when Mrs Tang was letting us out she said that when we smile she couldn't recognise out faces. So i gave her the super emotionless face then she was like," YALA! confirm you liao!" Mad funny. Then the moment she saw bonnie, she knew it was her student, no doubt.

After that, i was suppose to meet Gavin at 4 but i reached at 5. Seriously, i'm very well-known for being late even if it was not on purpose. Runs in the family line, okays that's crap it's only me. My parents are typical kiasu! Off topic alr, went to find Gavin then met Daohong & we studied at YewTee's macdonald till 6 plus 7 then one of Gavin's friend came, slacked awhile & i train-ed back with him {: Sorry Vin, couldn't pei you cause i really had to go home fast! Don't small gas le hor! I'll webcam you later if i haven't sleep! {:

Ohgosh, i feel drained. I think i'm sleeping alr. Anyway, nothing is going into the thick skull of mine. So nightie nights people! {: Sweet dream! xoxo.

I am so imba happy (!!!)

Yes! i feel like i just flew over the moon. I love singing like mad, and i got into CHC's choir! When Jon asked me i was able to commit to practice every tuesday, i thought he was merely asking so i didn't pay much attention cause he only mentioned he'll sign me up! Until today when Jimmy, choir ic, texted me! So happy that mummy allow me to go for practice every tuesday la! (L)

But, i might be unable to attend service this week (!!!) major emo-ness! *cries*

Well, sorry for the lack of posting lately, been rather busy & totally not in any sort of mood to actually do anything. Today is the very first day i disappoint Mdm Prema by not handing in her homework! Guilty ttm!

Well, heard that the Social Studies MYE wasn't very good, and im panicking like mad. Totally haven't prepared for History paper. Have this imba bad feeling im going to fail it, not border line fail but failing it really bad. Sad thing is, Mrs Tang doesnt wanna give us any sort of clues! We're all cluesless & we have to study everything. Ugh, going to get screwed already.

Okay, Ms Chen is on MC for a week so Mr Kumar teaching our class. On the good side it that, i understand what he's saying. However, i totally cannot stand his essence. Firstly, he talks too fast and he has that strong Indian's essence which leaves me clueless what he's saying most of the time. Laughs!

Miss Chen, if you happen to see this, get well soon! :D

Well, backtracking time (!!!)

Saturday service was awesome (!!!) Sang like mad, and we had our BBQ. Though there was some problems going between friends, the day ended pretty fine. I heard stuff that shocked me, but i guess everyone has their negative sides. So forget about it, Cheryl.

Leslie and Siqi was there, and we slacked around till nine plus then we headed off to Lotone. Saw zen, yonghwee, barry & weekiat there. Asked two to take pictures only one willing to! emo ttm. Weijie came with Sengyew & Jerald afterwards. Haha, we arcade-ed awhile with Pris & Ngooi. Then they headed off and i accompanied .. to the interchange. After he got up the bus, headed to find weijie again and saw minru with his friend. Haha, was somehow pestered by them so i told weijie to send me off to the bus stop first.

Came home super imba lethargic. Felt like i just run from the east to the west. Instantly fall asleep when i got into bed.

Sunday was suppose to be boring. But i decided to go to Beauty World Macdonald to study with Kenneth. Haha, he changed his hair, however i didn't bring my camera, so no pictures! First time see Kenneth's hair so dark (!!!)

So i gave up studying after many many failed attempts. So we decided to go Century to pool! Haha, i'm so happy i win Kenneth in the first round. Like after so long, finally won somebody! Laughs! But subsequent rounds he won me la, so emo nemo! Pooling was mad fun, especially when he missed cue. Then i laugh imba loudly, he saw me laughing then he laughed too. Oh! forget to mention, i saw Lawrence & Andy there. Lawrence headed off to states, YIPPEE!

After that, we headed to TohYi! I needed to go home be good girl prepare for school tomorrow! :D But we went pass udder ice-cream store. So i ask Kenneth to accompany go eat ice-cream! :D Haha, i had strawberry flavour & he had some alcoholic flavour ones. Haha, he got high after eating the ice-cream la! Mad funny. So he walked me to my house then he went off. Haha, actually planned to wake up at 4 to do some work end up, i woke up automatically at 3 and slept at 4. so i woke up feeling rather grumpy, monday blues overwhelmed!

alrights, that's all i guess. Daddy is getting my Samsung ST550, so once i recieve it, pictures will overflow my posts! :D That's all for now! Toddles!

I feel a need to post this before I start doing anything else .. It's a thought that have been lingering in my head for quite some time .

Many times in life , I doubt His existence . Many times I thought that He'll never appear . Many times I wanted to give up waiting for Him .

Until I heard what a miracle you performed . You brought someone back to life to tell us that you're coming very soon and that this wait was no waste of time .

Upon watching the video in W450's blog , I come to realise that though many times we faced failures and how we always wanted to give up , unable to handle the pain we felt , what never really crossed our mind was what He did for us . He had to undergo inhumanity for us , he had to suffer the pain the no mankind should , just for us ..

There's no love in this entire universe that can compare to His . He is the reason why we all are here , He is the reason we live , forgiven of all our sins . He never stop loving us nor forsake us when we are bad , He never leaves telling us that He's tired of everything . His love for us is unending .

He made me realise quite a lot I didn't know .. And that , no matter how long this wait will be , it is worth it . Because whatever that is in store for us was done by then love of the Lord .

I made a promise to follow Him even if everyone else doesn't . This is not a meaningless wait & I know it {: He's my motivation !!